but i'm still here

I've been meaning to tell you

Thursday, April 28, 2011 10:32 PM

Energy draining day! First thing in the morning i made the decision to come to school early to study Chem, good on meeee *beams* PE was fun fun fun i love playing frisbee! Next after recess and Math was test!!!! But it wasn't TOO bad. Hoping to get a pass at least. Then did ocip stuff. After GP 31 peepz played soccer! So fun!!!!! I wanna play again soon! :)

(i actually typed the next paragraph ystd so..... i'm not mood swinging!)

Suddenly this thought came to mind. What if over a year ago, i actually took the chance and went on to do sthg new? I wouldn't say that i'd be happier, but probably not regretting it as much as i do now. It's like they've moved on but i'm still here doing this same old shit.

Wellllll it's FRIDAY tomorrow! Can't wait for the lonnnnngggg weekends again. Might play ball in school tmr after band if we don't end too late :)

I don't even know why i try.


Dilys. 11 Apr, 18 / Tumblr / creds: sealedcards Hilary Geng hao thebikiniboy bituwin
I've been meaning to tell you Thursday, April 28, 2011 10:32 PM Energy draining day! First thing in the morning i made the decision to come to school early to study Chem, good on meeee beams PE was fun fun fun i love playing frisbee! Next after recess and Math was test!!!! But it wasn't TOO bad. Hoping to get a pass at least. Then did ocip stuff. After GP 31 peepz played soccer! So fun!!!!! I wanna play again soon! :) (i actually typed the next paragraph ystd so..... i'm not mood swinging!) Suddenly this thought came to mind. What if over a year ago, i actually took the chance and went on to do sthg new? I wouldn't say that i'd be happier, but probably not regretting it as much as i do now. It's like they've moved on but i'm still here doing this same old shit. Wellllll it's FRIDAY tomorrow! Can't wait for the lonnnnngggg weekends again. Might play ball in school tmr after band if we don't end too late :) I don't even know why i try.