switchboxx

Worn out

2012-02-02T15:38:00.001+08:00

Hi I’mactually posting from work because too boliao alrdy -_- here’s just a jumble ofall the things that happened since the last time!

Firstly, it’sa lot a lot of work T^T ‘nuff said eh. Had Skinny Pizza nom nom nom. My firsttime! We ordered squid ink pizza (something new!) and chicken sausage (reallylong and tasty!) and meatball pasta! We’ll go to Raffles City some other timeto get burritos and nachos! :B ok and 31 visited Mr Chew’s! Benedict is still waytoo cute hahah he’s such a dear. But I think he’s really too hyper alrdy, non-stopaction one. Mr Chew’s ice wine is really awesome! Me likes it lots. Playedmahjong but lost to everyone -_- better quit mahjong. One day, lunched at Aston’swith SCs but gave Mr Chew’s house a miss since I alrdy visited + dinnered at TMTexas Chicken. Walked a bit to look for a wallet but couldn’t find anythg. Mystupid phone deleted all my texts by itself omg sigh have been waiting tochange phone but keep on OOS! L

This week!

Monday metJanfats for lunch. Stupid Kangrui never join us. You missed a lunch treat!Muahahahaha. Just catch up and stuff before he go army lor. Tuesday had dinnerwith my family at Nando’s! Heh because me and my bro won a whole chicken and aglass of coke. YUM! The chicken still tastes so good even though I eat it sooften hahah but yah I agree that it’s kinda overpriced. Felt very tiredyesterday – just halfway through the week. My plan is to quit this job by nextweek then continue my Nando’s part time while finding something else moreinteresting. I hope I will be brave enuf to tell them I quit T^T feel so lousyfor giving up so soon but this period is like the period to try out new funstuff so I wanna make the best out of it! I hope I do :/

Going tohave Macs dinner later! YAY! Finally can eat my favourite mcspicy! I so longnever eat le! Must remind myself to buy scrap paper! BYE

Someone like you

2012-01-28T01:52:00.001+08:00

28/366

Hi there! CNY this year kinda lacks the usual qi4 fen4, I don't know why. But anyway! Chicken supposed to be very lucky this year so I hope it's true and yellow is my lucky colour! Yay!

Chu2 xi1 had reunion dinner with family friends. The usual people - a lot of chatter. Chu1 yi1 my relatives came over then later we went visiting. Very very boring nthg to do just watch tv omg T^T but chu1 er4 was better we went visiting again but my cousins always make it much more enjoyable. Wed met some friends for supper but had to leave soon. Saddddd. Work made me miss two dinners today too ahhhhh :(

Well I think the crisis is over. Resolved. I'm really so much happier with my life now I don't want anythg to change! My weekend is quite packed! Gonna blog about it when it's over. I'm falling sick omg sigh keep coughing and my throat very dry. Kinda disappointed that CNY passed so uneventfully. Hope the rest of the year makes up for it! :)

Be happy everyone!

Give and take

2012-01-22T00:02:00.001+08:00

22/366

Seems like so much has happened in like less than a week. Damn. I need a break. So anyway I decided to filter my posts here and revive my tumblr agn. Me no likey.

So. Turned out that missing my Nando's outing was a big mistake - they had lots and lots of fun. Ah well but I had lots of fun too and it's like a you can't have your cake and eat it kinda situation so shall just deal with it.

Basically my week was just work work work. The new workplace is really really boring (nthg to do one) and the people there are so so. Definitely, Nando's>new place. Kinda regretting my decision to join. Anyway have been juggling both jobs so like one day after work on my way to Nando's I overslept then ended up at Pasir then turned up late. TIRED. Also went to Sherman's chalet. His brother damn CUTE! So naughty but so cute esp when he play the slap hand game with Chenteck hahahah. Just karaoke there but fun! And the codfish very yummy!! Fri had half day at work (very slack no need do anythg) then went to someone's place for welfare event. Like CNY celebration. Nthg much ba. Finally went shopping for CNY clothes!! I hate it when you like an outfit very very much but don't have your size!! Haha emo max. Feel damn sian for missing out on paintball and supper (both today and ystd night). I really hope I can drive soon so I can fetch myself to places without having to worry about missing the last bus/train hehe. Although I have not put in much effort to make any progress -_-

Reunion dinner was babysitting time hahah. Take care of my baby cousins (or rather nieces and nephews hahaha i'm so old!!!) while their parents eat. Feel so accomplished when the usually quiet Madeline and sister (omg forgot her name solly hahah but she damn cute!!) opened up to me. Like her sis keep poking me hahah then i'd poke her back. Kids find joy in almost everythg!! Such a happy lot! Makes me happy too! (which reminds me William was like suggesting that I be a babysitter since I like kids so much hahaha that was on my life plans although in the retirement stage hahah it's ok to dream ^^) My fave is Adelia she's so sweeeeet!!!! Love her chubby face and big eyez. And must see her sing and dance her "wheels on the bus" hahaha cutiepie.

Okie it's been a long week and I can't wait for CNY!! I really miss my cousins a whole lot, haven't seen them in ages. Looking forward to meeting 31 too!!! Omg missing everyone. Missing out on everyone, too. Excited about the coming week!! First few days only actually hahaha after that would be boring work again omg save me please I hope this ends soon. It gives a bad impression of working life hahah I hope my working life will not be like that in future. Must find sthg I love to do so that I will enjoy working everyday!

Tmr got work then as of now going watch-hunting after then reunion dinner with Ivan's! Until then! :)

Spies

2012-01-19T01:06:00.003+08:00

19/366

Sigh I typed a long long post but in light of recent events I shall refrain from blogging first. Oki omg damn late liao I tmr cfm gg wanna sleep during work ok bye hope my life will go back to normal soon because this sucks.

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Secrets

2012-01-15T02:29:00.004+08:00

15/366

Tuesday! Got up really really early to pei bestie. The car ride there was super super duper duper long!! I was so carsick. Finally got there after donkey years. The talk was pretty boring I was yawning and yawning non-stop. Mmm there wasn't much there we left after awhile. Had lunch then got a lift home. Did my hair hahah it's straight now. So weird eh. After all that time of refusing and refusing. I look like egyptian now sigh.

Wed was spent sleeping and opening a POSB account and making sushi and being bored online and talking. Yuppy. I have a secret with someone and I hope someone keeps it safe. It's not that I mind that others know, it's just that someone promised not to tell. I have a thing for promises.

Thurs went back to school with Jans Sean Jade Yixi! Going back to this place i'm alrdy used to calling Home still gives a familiar feeling. It's not just the place but the people. But this time I went back with a new identity. Old alrdy sigh. Met Wq!! Just stayed for a bit (learnt Jan's china game + watched juniors play some orientation game) then chionged to work.

Fri went back too, this time with the SCs. Saw Mr Chew and more familiar faces. Chatted for a bit then went up to the hall. Soon it was closing ceremony. The activities quite okay. The dance battle funniest. Party was okay lah everyone keep complaining abt the DJ hahhaha and throwing lightsticks in that direction. After we left to dinner at white sands pepper lunch. Joined Homa at the Esplanade for dinner with Kr and Jans. All the new Homa babies!! The acapella group very the funny. Huang Tao too!! Epic much. Stuck around till they all left. Then three of us went to the bar nearby with Qg. Obvs Jan's idea. That irish cream thingy Brendan keeps talking abt is really nice. I didn't like the tiramisu cocktail. Thing was, Qg got chased out because he underage. Yup yup. The bouncer very scary. He was like "SHUT UP". Anyway later we three went for supper then joined the rest at chalet. Everyone playing card games there. Learnt a new intellectual game, idk the name of the game but it's quite fun. Shall teach cousins next time so we got new games to play. Also played Jan's china game again. Omg I love being the nei jian because can pretend to be the zhong chen. Hahaha we play until morning then I left for home. In the end didn't get to play vb because I was really too tired and knew I wouldn't last till 5pm. So I bathed and slept then went for work.

Someone who used to be very impt to me just talked to me today. I realized ppl really take a long long time to change but most don't even change. They stick to their old ways even though some are aware of their bad habits. Old habits die hard. Have nthg much to say about alrdy.

Ok! Meeting bestie tmr so happy happy happy happyyyyy :D

Ketchup

2012-01-10T01:37:00.001+08:00

10/366

I just bought a $2 planner today, over a $30 one! Good thinking! But the more expensive one is really like THAT MUCH NICER. Ah but $30 is 5 hours of work. HAHA it kinda helps when I put things like that into perspective. Gonna use my pay to buy phone and lappy charger!!!! Omg sigh the more I think about it the more I feel annoyed about how my charger was lost. But in the end it's always my own fault so yup. Anw I was considering wearing qi pao for CNY hahahahaha don't laugh only I can laugh but quite nice ma but my tummy like appearing so having second thoughts bleh.

Ah I feel like a very lousy friend all over again. Have not been updating myself with friend-info. Hope to meet my friends soon!!!! Like I dunno when argh. Work is kinda annoying because being a part time means my schedule is not fixed and that ticks me off!! Like that how to plan my time?? :(

Ok soo Fri I was cramping all over the place and then I can't really rmb what happened after work. Sat met bestie bef work. We watched movie on funshion yup yup. Sun went shopping with mummy and bro. Got new genes (like jeans) and bedspreads. Supposed to shop for new year clothes but nthg much. Umm and today had work then went for homa scs dinner. Had turkish food. Janson's trips sound so fun!! I wanna go explore the world man seriously. Other than that they were mostly talking and I was mostly listening as always. I have very little intelligent things to add.

From tomo onwards my bestie will have less time to spend with me. Oh dear.

First day, first job

2012-01-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

5/366

Woah. First day of work was fun! I finally got a job at Nando's and I just worked 10 hours todayyyy. So i'm gonna sleep after this yawns. In the morning there was nthg much to do just cleaning and setting the tables. Lunch got us started and since I was food runner my job was to bring the food from the counter to the customers. Quite ok except that the plates were a bit heavy for me. The worst part is having to remember all the dish names and what the dish is like. Like omg comparable to studying. Even had a test today hahahah but my shifu (who is this very sweet girl called Chynna I not sure how to spell) said I did great so let's hope she never bluff me. Umm the ppl there quite friendly got like 90% Filipino 1% Chinese 9% Malay+Indian. First day of work so they gave me like super a lot of food to try and even beverages yup yup. Dinner was like totally no time for stopping. This time I was drink runner but sometimes need double up like take orders or do bill or host. Quite fun quite fun! So anyway tmr got work again hope I won't get bored of it that fast hahahah.

Btw bef I got this job I went for like many interviews. The first was at a recruiting company, as in the recruiting company needed people. And I was actually accepted but I had to commit for three months and my parents were telling me that I should try looking for another job. They probably predict that I would get sian of the admin work. Second was at awfully chocolate well I met Jasmine there then well long story but we didn't get picked. Next was at this premier pure local co. Well I kinda rejected it because it's based on commission and no basic pay so i'm not really interested. Last was at some company for luxury goods I think I too noob for them le so didn't get chosen too. Yup yup so that's my job hunt. I'm kinda just looking around for another part time just in case I get too free but as of now I don't really know my actual schedule at Nando's yet so yup. But I wanna do ice cream job! So fun hor.

Anyway rewind some more. On day 364 of 2011 sean jade chels decided to have a spontaneous outing to mindcafe. It was quite funny esp when chels won in the pig game. True pigs win pig games. After I watched Mr Holmes and how his brilliant mind functioned with bestie. Also went to Changi City Point with bestie ystd for dinner yup yup alrdy posted on our tumblr so shall not waste more time here.

GOODNIGHT I am dead beat.

2012

2012-01-02T11:01:00.002+08:00

2/366

2012 used to seem so far away but it's finally here!

Counted down with Ivan's at Marina bay. LOVE FIREWORKS. Bef that had dinner at dianxiaoer. The roast duck damn nice!!!! It was really great fun 'cept that this year's wasn't as happening as 2011's, which was at clarke quay. But idm! We had a good view of the fireworks and that's all that mattered to me heh. After that went boony's house. Played mahjong and cheat and hearts with bin ys shimin. Full of epicness. Damn sleepy in the morning had breakfast and was falling aslp listening to the guys talk. Slept till 6-ish then had dinner with fam at lemongrass. Feverish at night so slept quite early. Yup that's my 1/366 day of 2012!

To sum up 2011, it has been a good year. Mostly. Besides the academics part which I am trying not to think about now heh. Family still the same. My dad is getting old. Old friends didn't drift off as much and new friends are probably staying in my life for good. Lost someone but found someone new and I think i'm better off now. You win some, you lose some. As for myself, I wish that in 2012 I will be more sensible, more matured and more driven! So much has happened esp towards the end of the year. Everything was happening so quickly I didn't really have the chance to stop and think. In 2011, regrets I had a few but i'm sure everything will work out. They always do.

2012 will be even better.

Tickles

2011-12-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

Kia ora!! That means hello in Maori heh :)

It's been over a week since I returned from NZ but I haven't posted so I figured I better. But I won't be writing about my trip yet! :p too lazy to get started. Since my trip I have been pretty packed with activities so here goes:

20th
Met bestie! Blooop. We watched The Holiday.

21st
Karaoke with cousins! Bef that I went mwl to buy paper to make x'mas cards but I realized buying x'mas cards is even cheaper -_- so I decided to use the paper to make birthday cards instead. Met my bro Jy Jon Jom at klp but we didn't actually have anythg to do there hahah so stupid so we just had dinner and left for Teoheng to meet Rain Jal Gene. Gene has the cute Ikea carrot, only in mini form plus it's squeaky! So cute

22nd
Got full marks for my BTT heheh. But glad to at least pass because I was super nervous about it just before. Went taka with Sihui, supposed to go some job recruitment place but because of some miscom in the end we just walked around and talked.

23rd
Out with Jh and Xt! Lunched at Pizza hut then walked around the airport taking photos and stuff. Joined Bin Sh Ys Ck Boony Jas for badminton for awhile then had dinner at Toastbox. Listening to Bin and Boony talk is entertaining :p

24th
Spent x'mas eve with Wq Sh Jade Ly! At Sihui's new house heh. I helped make sushi!!! With Wq. We quite cheng gong leh miso proud of us heheh. The wii supermario game super fun hahah the yellow mushroom so cute and I like to bubble myself hahah! Anw for dinner there was bbq and steamboat lots of food. There was a cutey baby there too hahah.

25th (Christmas!)
Out with bestie to Orchard!! Took a photo with every x'mas tree we saw hahah. It was kinda boring though, I think I prefer fireworks more :/

26th
Stayover! Me loves home cooked food nom nom so yummmmy. Mostly played sims and maple ba I don't remember what we did -_-

27th
Badminton with my bro Bin Sh Jas Ck Boony Jade! Got this creepy old uncle who wanted to play with us hahahah. We had pepperdinner burp. Bin is really epic and Ck is really drama hahahah.

28th
Mahjong with Wq Sh Chels! I lost boooooo:(

Omg I badly need a job. Tmr maybe going awfully chocolate for interview bef band concert. But me not sure yet booo. Anyone got lobang pliz tell me kay bye!

Again, a new door opens

2011-12-04T00:34:00.001+08:00

HI! A levels are finally finally over! Freedom smells goooood! Sooo here are some recent events that have happened bef and aft my last paper:

1. <<那些年, 我们一起追的女孩>> with Xt! The show is really really really really nice. Gives me a tingly smiley feeling. I wanna watch it agn but bestie watched twice :/ oh oh and also celebrated Xt's half year late b'day and Jh's in advance. So fun being in the loop for both sides and watching them get surprised (although in the end I also got a surprise heh) Thanks for the ice cream treat too!

2. Played soccer with some of the 31 girls. So long never exercise alrdy! We only got to play two games, both lasted really really long. So we rested and ended up talking cock and playing retarded games hahaha!

3. Jade's house - there to deco photo frames for our cls. LAZY.

4. 31 class chalet + night biking. Lazy too :/

5. Sungha jung live!! He's really super super cute heh when I see him enjoy his playing I feel happy too it makes me smile. Bought two postcards and a poster, he signed the poster for me! I wanted to take a photo with him but didn't get to, o well. Saw a few familiar faces there. I found some songs really nice which I liked a lot. I think most of the audience only like the songs they are familiar with, but I didn't really like them. I am an oddball. Hope can listen to him againnnn. Oh bef had dinner at Nando's! Almost didn't make it in time.

Packed for my trip alrdy! Monday monday monday! :1

Uncreative

2011-10-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hulu i am back to complete the last 10 questions. I am bad at those "what would you name your bla bla bla" questions hahah that's why my blog url/usernames are so dumb and that's also why i take damn long to name my maple characters LOL :/

41. If you could create one thing, what would it be?

MONEY. Seriously, it solves a lot of problems. I think i'd be a lot less troubled and more happy heh no need worry about spending too much, no need worry about what shld i study next time to get a job that pays, no need worry about how i need to allocate my money, no need worry about eating too much, no need worry about what if my friend thinks my present is too cheapskate LOL etc. Disclaimer: I do not advocate that money solves all problems but without money you will have a lot more problems.

42. Favourite superhero?

Flash?? Idk i just like the lightning bolt hahah just because (nthg political hor) but out of the top 3, i assume batman/spidey/superman, i'd pick batman then spidey. Superman is way too gay for me HAHAH.

43. If you were to write an autobiography, what would you title it?

I wouldn't write one and i reallly really reallyyyy cannot think of a name for it. 'd probably title it sthg boring -__-

44. If you were to have a band, what would you call it?

Switchboxx??

45. What is your favourite card/board game?

I love gambling in general lolol as in just for fun like for the thrill of it. So card games like blackjack and daidi. Mahjong tooo. As for board game, i really loooovvved the pandemic game from mindcafe and i like cluedo! When i grow up maybe i'll invest in collecting board games, they are really good for spending time on ;)

46. What was the first IM service you used? Who was the first person you talked to on it?

MSN. How i know -__-

47. If you could give a friendly hug to any one person, who would it be? Cannot be your romantic/sexual partner if you have one.

Xintian since she is desperate for me to hug her :p

48. Have you ever won any sort of contests? What kind?

BABY CONTEST LOL TRUE STORY

49. Who was the last person you hugged? Cannot be your romantic/sexual partner if you have one.

IDK, PLEASE OWN UP.

50. If you could be skilled in any one activity, what would it be? Cannot be romantic or sexual.

Cannot be romantic or sexual sounds wrong -__- sorry i haz sick mind. Ummm at first i wrote singing but i actually kinda want to learn dance? I think dancing is cool stuffz!

Brick by boring brick

2011-10-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

Continued:

31. Which time of day would you say is best for you work-wise?

None! I used to work well at night but like now i'm so tired when it's not even midnight yet! It doesn't make sense to feel so tired when i've yet to accomplish anythg. Maybe all this going to school for extra stuff is taking up too much of my self-study time. I FEEL STRESSED.

32. Favourite city that you’ve visited?

I've never been to many places so i don't really have a favourite. Maybe Auckland would be my favourite :) :)

33. Favourite city that you haven’t visited?

So many many many! I'd think Paris, Venice, London, NYC, and possibly a lot more that idek of. Must must must travel to many many countries and visit the many many many many cities!

34. If you could donate $10,000 to charity, what charity would you pick?

My own charity to fund myself!!! Serious me says it doesn't matter which charity. So any.

35. What is one book you wish you could get all your friends to read?

Ummm none in particular. I don't read a lot. And even if i really liked a book, i don't think i'd get anyone to read it.

36. What is one movie you wish you could get all your friends to watch?

Ditto.

37. What do you think people assume about you from first glance?

Maybe shy, since i'm an introvert. So that means i am really quiet around new people. But once i open up... that's another thing altogether.

38. If you could play any musical instrument, what would it be?

Guitar! I keep pushing the blame to my little fingers which are too useless and are unable to stretch far enuf/move fast enuf to play anythg decent, heheh.

39. What is your favourite item of clothing?

I think i'd like dresses but then i don't wear them so idrk.

40. Who was your first follower on tumblr? Do they still follow you?

IDK who is my first follower .__.

Yay i'm done. The questions are getting boring. Or rather, my answers are getting boring. Q31 sums up my thoughts right now. Bye!

Limited

2011-10-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

Wish i had more money :(

Everything about me

2011-10-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

Yay a few days back I was doing this: The 50 Question Non-Romantic Tumblr Question Meme and I only did half of it so i'mma post the first 30 questions and the next 20 some other time!

thatyoungman:

1. What is your dream career, and what path do you plan to take to get there?

Does this have to be the first question? Well, at the moment I'm thinking (thinking meaning it's not really a DREAM career kinda career but yea) architect/interior designer. I don't really know. And if I don't really know then the path is kinda obscure (if this is the right word) yup yup. But for now I'll just settle with those two unless I find a new calling or sthg hahah.

2. Who do you aspire most to be like?

HERMOINE. Pretty, intelligent, has a funny and cute boyf, has a bestie who brings her on adventures.

3. What do you like in a best friend?

No awkward turtle when we're not talking. Share and keep secrets. Be crazy together. Make me laugh. Read me like a book. Spend lots and lots of time tgt and not get bored of me (i'm boring). ANYONE I CAN CALL AT 4 AM IN THE MORNING.

4. Do you currently have any squishes (people you really want to be best friends with)?

Not really. But sometimes I do want another bestie. Not really a bestie. Just a close enuf friend. To talk to. I mean that's only if I have problems with my own bestie hahah. Or just as one more avenue for good advice.

5. What is your ideal platonic relationship?

Not concerned with what other people think/say. Not bothered that the other person is of the opp sex. Not unnecessarily concerned with my relationship (if applicable). Not affected by my relationship (if applicable).

6. Best late night IM conversation story.

IDK. Although I do enjoy late night convos and we used to share a lot :)

7. List one person you’d like to wear the sweater of, one person you’d like to bake cookies with, and one person you’d like to drive around and get lost with. (can be celebrities or fictional characters, has to be three different people and not all the same person)

Wear the sweater of bestie (so got your smell hahah and i know you don't have one!!). Bake cookies with jade jade. Drive around and get lost with stitch!! Hahah:)

8. Describe your current best friend(s).

Piggish, thoughtful, funny. Just enough for me.

9. What is a strange, little-known fact about you?

It's not really strange because I'm not strange in the first place. I shall list a few facts and up to you to see which one is strange. 1) I used to have straight hair and it became curly for no reason. (ADMIT IT, it's kind of strange) 2) I hold my toothbrush with my left hand although I'm right handed (less strange) Actually that's all I'm not all that strange :)

10. What is a career you wanted to have when you were younger, and still kind of want to have now?

BAKER OR CHEF. So fun so fun heheh I wanna create new recipes wheeeeee. Like today jas and cyn were like saying we should open a restaurant called I don't know so that when people ask Where you wanna eat? and someone answers IDK, they can go to IDK!! Then the menu got one item called IDK so sthg random will be served! Wowwwwwwwwww most win (y)

11. If you could have tea and pleasant conversation with one person, who would it be?

I can imagine weiqi saying TCM hahah but I'd have to go with KEITH WOH. Idk why. But he's kinda interesting, the things he say. It's those kinda he say liao then you snap your fingers kinda moment. They just make so much sense. Or at least I agree with whatever they say mostly.

12. If you had a time machine, what era would you go to?

I don't really know. I don't really know my history soooo yeah. I'd be curious about my future a few years down but let's just keep that a secret yea. I love surprises :)

13. What celebrity or historical figure would you love to have as your best friend and why?

Ahhh guy bestie would be joseph gordon-levitt and girl would be zooey deschanel HAHAHA favourite movie. Aiya ok I choose zooey deschanel. Idek her. I chose her just because she's pretty hahah :) KEVJUMBA can be my bestie. Or JMRAZ. Omg okay stop.

14. What fictional character would you love to have as your best friend and why?

I want Lilo. So I can play with stitch and at the same time have a talking bestie (that's why I didn't choose stitch). TBH, Lilo is cute too okay!! And she prayed for a someone to be her friend and won't run away so that's me!! Plus we can do stupid stuff together like feed pudge the fish some peanut butter (oops i typed jelly) sandwich :B

15. If you could have one wish, what would it be? (cannot be related to romance or sex)

Keep my bestie.

16. If you were trapped on a deserted island and could only take one item, what would it be?

Yuherng would say boat hahah but... i'm stuck between a book and maybe like a piano/guitar (since a friend is not an item) I'd think lappy but i don't really wanna be a geek on an island hahah. But a book would end someday right? I wanted to type swimsuit then I realized I can just go swimming in my clothes like anyone cares trolololokay :)

17. If you could pick one career other than the one you are pursuing/plan to pursue, what would it be?

If I could pick ANY i'd be a writer for like nat geo or some travel magazine and i'd go on trips after trips and write about them when I get back. So exciting! :D

18. What is your best memory you have with a friend?

No best memory :/ well this year I really enjoyed the fireworks and the lots of laughing and museum visit. Idk but those don't seem to make it to best memory. No best I guess.

19. Do you have any peculiar interests that most people don’t know about?

Ah I don't think so .__.

20. What were your favourite childhood toys? Do you still have them?

I liked lego and pokemon figurines. ALL GONE. I have stitch now though :)

21. Favourite baked good?

Muffins! EH that day my oreo muffin very yummy I wanna go back there and buy more hahahah.

22. If your best friend were here right now, what would you do with them? (cannot list best friend as your romantic/sexual partner)

Movies on funshion!! Or figure out the buddy rush song :D

23. Who would you love to play video games with?

Eh my bro ba.

24. If you could visit any country, which one would it be?

Alaska! Bring my bestie along too because bestie wants to see the northern lights. Then we can go on fun fun adventures again hahah walau I hate studying.

25. Are there any friends you miss having around?

Yup, but people come and go and I've gotten used to that. So yeah I miss them but there are new people in my life too and I guess it's kinda like you gain some you lose some so yeah. I suppose if I really really did miss them, I would still keep them around in the first place. So yeah I'd probably think of them once in awhile but it's never really a longing or anythg for them. If this makes any sense.

26. If you were trapped in a room with the person who asked this for 24 hours, what would you do? The answer cannot be romantic or sexual.

"with the person who asked this"... meaning the creator of this meme? If I had these questions off hand, I'd ask him/her back! It's interesting finding out about others :)

27. If you could learn any language instantly, what would it be?

Korean maybe. So that can sing along to Korean songs hahah. And understand what SHINee is talking about in those variety shows. And understand Korean dramas! Plus can go Korea holiday without having communication problem wheeee

28. If you could only read one book for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Ummmm IDK. Catcher in the rye?? Since I read it like thrice alrdy LOL. "Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be."

29. Favourite song lyric?

TOO MANY.

30. Favourite album?

Not really, I don't like albums in particular. I like indiv songs. All albums have a few certain songs which are nice.

"Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody."

Only for a minute

2011-10-12T00:35:00.003+08:00

I am here only for a minute.

Just disappointed because this week has been trying and I was just looking forward to Friday. And I'm getting really anxious about the A levels. Don't think I'm going to make it.

Keep marching on

2011-10-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

Are you proud of me?

I want to ask that question because I want someone to tell me: I'm proud of you! Hahah does that make any sense hmm. I'm very happy with chemistry and I hope to improve even more more more! Really. I wanna get best improvement or sthg. But obviously on the other hand I need to work super super super hard for Math because I haven't improved much. Maybe I should get a tutor or sthg, I don't really know yet. It's just over a month away...

On another note, I went to SUTD open house with Yuherng today. Didn't get to linger around much because we reached at like 11-ish, so by lunch we visited some exhibition and attended two talks (about one hour altgt) so that's about all we covered. The exhibition was quite interesting but I don't really see the point in those "inventions". Not much purpose in making them. But still I found the robots cool, esp because they emulate the MIT hacks hahaha quite interesting! Forgot which teacher was the one who told us the story about the police car on top of the MIT dome. Oh oh we met Ziyan there, she's interested in arch too!

Lunch was good! Heheh Yh's mum brought us to Marche waaaa my first time there so I ate whatever Herng recommended hahah. For our mains, we shared a Rosti (some potato thingy that tastes really good) and a crepe. YUM YUM YUM. Really very yummmmyyy!!! Must visit again! Thank you Yh's mum for lunch:)

Ystd we celebrated Mr Chew's b'day. He seems moved by our class although I'm not very sure because I couldn't read what he was trying to express hahah. It was damn cool thank you 31 cutie pies for all your efforts esp those who were in schl on Thurs and Yh for the video edits! Love you all!!!

Also celebrated Valerie's 21st at d/e costa sands hahah so long never see them le all the adults keep saying to the kids "waaaa ni zhang da le! ni bian hen duo le!" and that sort of stuff so amusing. The satay very yummy heh I ate a lot even though I normally don't really like. BUT NO MARSHMALLOW. It's kay anw we went LAN (made me damn nauseous STUPID call of duty argghghhhghgh) and arcade. The b'day cake was damn cute it was like a lot of little cute cupcakes, I like :D

Okie that's all what a long post heh. Tmr got econs tuition wheeeee maybe can study a bit of Math too. BYE WORLD :)

Soak it up

2011-09-25T23:36:00.001+08:00

I feel like a sponge, taking in the feelings of others until they affect mine. It's a good and bad thing. If someone is happy, I feel happy! And drunk hahah. If someone is feeling low, I feel down too. Most of the time.

I've been thinking about my future! First time I really go research and stuff hahah, but haven't reached a conclusion boooooo. I'm thinking architecture but I bo haz art background and bo haz artistic talent bah this is immmpuuuuusibuuuul. Keep wasting my brain space thinking about it grrrrrr! Eh but I'm still hoping for it! Pulling myself back to earth, I'd probably see myself studying something tourism + business-ish. There IS evidence of its existence! Yippppeee~

Wow I just pulled out some papers from under my lappy and they are like almost burning lucky never catch fire. I am a LIFE SAVER.

Yea right bye!

If tomorrow never comes

2011-09-14T23:02:00.001+08:00

A little bit late but this is a poem that they recite every year after the 9/11 incident. Kind of meaningful. It's like people need something on a scale this big to remind them about things this small. I was watching part of this movie I think it's called 9/11 and I was that close to tearing. It's not just about the people who died but about the people who lost their families and loved ones. Sooo, keep this close to your little hearts and I love you (yes you reading this!) :)

If I knew it would be the last time
that I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly,
and pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I‘d see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss,
and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action,
and play them back throughout my days.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two,
to stop and say “I love you,”
instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes,
and today is all I get,
I’d like to say how much I love you,
and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
and today may be the last chanceyou get
to hold your loved one tight.

So if you’re waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll surely regret the day
that you didn’t take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
that youlove them very much,
and you’ll always hold them dear.
Take time to say “I’m sorry,”
“Please forgive me,” “Thank you”or “It’s okay,”
and if tomorrownever comes,
you’ll have no regretsabout today.

- Norma Cornett Marek (1989)

The post I forgot to title after my hiatus

2011-09-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

Wowzers. It's been two months. I've been busy and unreflective. I think i'll try to blog more here. Just because. And boy do I miss this place! Also, self reflection is a virtue hahah! According to myself.

So. Feel like talking about this big idea called dedication before I sleep. Deciding to commit is a mighty big thing which is based on about keeping to the commitment you made towards a thing/person. I'm bad at it, so for years i've been taking care not to spread myself out in terms of dedication (though kinda unsuccessfully in some aspects) but hey I tried :)

And why go to all that trouble? Probably to meet the expectations of others (or at least what I think they expect of me) soo maybe that's why i'm kinda disappointed when ppl don't make any effort to stay committed because really it shows how much you are interested. I mean still interesred.

Anyway i'm a little person who makes very little sense. No wonder, goodnight:)

Ps. Just realized blogger's got this new interface. Accessing from my phone now so shall check it out tmr!

I come and I go

2011-07-10T00:49:00.003+08:00

"You can't make the same mistake twice. The second time you make it, it's no longer a mistake, it's a choice."

Finally an entry (just a quick one) after a pretty long you-can-call-it-a hiatus. I'm writing less and got other blogs so yup that just means less time here at Switchboxx!

The quote above. Idk why but soccer just came to mind. Maybe it was like the decision to finally (after much persuasion from everyone else) toughen up and just firmly tell the girls their positions. After the first match i felt like shit because i didn't do anythg to win even though i could. So after we lost i almost cried. But for the last game, even though we lost to Drakon and stuff, i didn't feel as bad because i felt that even if the rest didn't put in their best, i did. I hope.

Soccer really made me run like a dog. Serious. I was panting like one, at least. Had a good time with the one and only 31 ppl and i didn't want the games to end. But felt damn shag at the end of the day. "What's the time Mr wolf" was damn fun also. Esp tricking Bin.

Today we gave Jon an early birthday surprise. It was quite boring at first. Envious of him haha we got him a jersey and decorated a cake for him. Spent a lot of money (lucky my bro pay hehe) and bla bla. School's starting, damn.

Out of nowhere, i realize the value of ppl who make me laugh. Big thank you if you're one of them :)

HUNGRY

2011-06-28T00:10:00.009+08:00

I NEED TO STOCK UP ON UNHEALTHY SNACKS FOR LATE NIGHT CRAMMING IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS

Once you've got it, it loses its meaning

2011-06-11T02:11:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Just got back from subby's house awhile ago. Well the journey there was hell, took me close to 2 hours to get there. Mm the food was good. Korean bbq!!!~!!~! Qg got quite drunk then when jans came they started betting on stupid stuff. Both ended up in the swimming pool (which i honestly wanted to jump into too hahah so fun can) anyhow when it was late we went up to subby's place. Her dog (Joy) is so damn cute ahhhhh i want one for myself!!!! We played cards for a bit then left around 12-ish because qg was puking and stuff. Jans dad fetched us to tamp, brought qg home, cabbed with sof and timo. Yup that's today. Ohhh cooked pasta for lunch today YUM :B

Ystd studied at eastpoint and stuff. Wed bought nthg :/ but at least i had a good lunch!!!! Omggggg wanna go back there agn. Xiao long baos! Egg tarts! NOMMMM. Got myself a book (read finish liao lol) at the library too YAYZ

Hoping that my holiday won't end :(

After hitting rock bottom

2011-06-08T10:49:00.004+08:00

I'm going shopping with mummy! And just got a new stitch plushie ystd! I am a happy girl!!!! :)

Been posting entries occasionally on Livejournal so... yeah. See you when i see you!

So tell me what you want to hear

2011-06-02T22:41:00.004+08:00

Lalala just popping by to post heheh coz i'm too bored :/

Ahhhh the geog people at NZ making me excited abt my Dec trip! Too bad idk any of the ppl who went well so i can't ask for nice places they visisted. My dad wants me to find out more abt the place but i'm too lazy! Hehh. He says we need to take turns to cook when we're there. Sounds like an invitation to burn the place down :)

Physics today was yayayay because i didn't fall aslp. Long bus ride home. I have a thing for 12 and empty seats. Ystd was this guy who sat beside me and somehow i woke up and he moved to sit beside his friend. Which is just -__- because he cld have just done that in the first place. Today was this uncle who was like spazzing or sthg lolol idk wtv lucky later he move away. Having this unidentified rash btw, damn itchyyyyyyy.

Probably gonna sleep now. Must get back my healthy sleep cycle. Ocrap and i missed breakfast today because i overslept. Study hard gais. Peace outtttttt.

But you're hurting me from inside of my head

2011-06-01T15:55:00.005+08:00

Yay my didi is back!! He bought me a stitch keychain keke. Came home early to him playing maple, am now d/ling it too!

School today was a bore. Hope Andrew liked his present from us! Ystd played mahjong with bin lim hoe. I was the ultimate loser sigh emoface. After had tuition. No $$ for dinner so i just tagged along but didn't eat. They kinda made me cry by saying some stuffs :/ but found out some stuff from jj which made me realize that i'm not the only one having shit so i shouldn't be so unhappy all the time. Right, i'll try. Monday had physics at kallang macs. After that i went cathay to catch kungfu panda with bestie. Wheeeeeeee baby po is so cuuuteeee. Lunched at macs. Tuition. Met up with jada and herngz to do presents. They are geniuses!!! One can make banana one can make clay doraemon. I good for nthg only can assist hahaha. But still lots of fun!! :)

Was feeling down in school again - nobody actually gets me. People run me down and sometimes they go overboard, thinking it's okay. They don't understand, they don't know me. Nobody, but you. And I'm afraid. Because that makes me vulnerable. Very vulnerable.

Gosh i badly want new clothes. And the ukulele! Must. Save. $$. Oh and when i get a tattoo next time, i want it either at the back of my neck/bottom right of my back (is that where the kidneys are) can't wait :)

We could have had it all

2011-05-30T00:02:00.006+08:00

Omg i almost got to sit with yongsheng during tuition today but he moved away (SIGH)

Anywayz. Highlight this week is interhouse!!! Omg most fun day ever in 2011 (haha solly la my 2011 velly boring) Homa got 1st!!!! Yayz happiness!!!~!! Although i was on the court, didn't get to play much. But cheering for the bball and vball guys was really exciting. Esp the equalizer in the bball game and the turnover in the vball game. Good job guys!!!!! Played frisbee until damn damn late, super fun!!! Walked xt to circle line (and went to shit) then ate Macs with jade hg jans.

Thurs was quite a happy day too because physics lab was moved to Friday so i went home after playing frisbee with the mass pe people (omg jade said i missed the chance to play with yongsheng @#$*&!) but anywayz i went to buy coloured threads to make friendship bands! Hehehhh quite cheng gong imo. Got one around my ankle now :) :)

Fri was fun too because played soccer + frisbee + vball. Sihui says i kick quite hard yayzz at least i'm not nua at my legs too. But i need to like train dribbling and passing and accuracy lololz. Maybe can try soccer for sports carn, idk! Super super tiring day. I got tricked by janfats into squatting down in the middle of the bball court .__. and OMG i saw isaac slamdunk!!!!!!!! Dinner with random company. HOME.

Saturday i went to d/e but kungfu panda sold out for the early shows so went to pasir ris park to san4 san4 xin1. Mmm then today walked arnd bugis with sihui hahaha her gift for andrew is gay bet he will like it hehehe and we went kino and she went on and on about her favourite authors (whose names i refuse to rmb) After studied with cousins + went food fair nomnommmm. I wanna eat o-neeee (i dunno how to spell -__-) bleh

Ok lolol i very lazy to blog le lalalala tmr is filled with activities! Waking up early to go school for physics then maybe go watch kungfu panda then go tuition then go jade's house with herngz to build wonders~~~~

omgimgaykthxbai

He's stealing my breath when you're around

2011-05-22T00:57:00.003+08:00

Probably how i've been feeling of late (from broken arrow by pixie lott)

And you’re sitting in the front row, wanna be first in line
Waiting by my window, giving me all your time
You could be my hero, if only I could let go
But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do, when your hearts in two places
You feel burned but you’re torn inside
You feel love but you just can’t embrace it
When you've found the right one at the wrong time

Ahhhh ok gotta go to bed it's late and i have tuition tmr! :(

For all of the things i'm not

2011-05-21T13:27:00.005+08:00

Hello, you :)

It has come to a point where i don't bother trying anymore. I think i need advice but idk who to ask. Just saw this on tumblr "Sometimes i keep my feelings to myself because it's hard for someone else to understand" Exxxxactly. I just followed my bro on tumblr and realized that we're so similar in many ways. But he hardly talks to me and always ignores me so i can't really help him with whatever he's facing as hard as i try.

That aside. Ystd was a happy day. After schl attempted to do a little electrochem tutorial then we played soccer! Left them to play volleyball. Fun fun until the sudden influx of foreign talents which lead to the negligence of poor me. Stopped playing quite early and went to d/e to watch POC!! Yay we smuggled pizza and bubble tea in. Om nom nom. Tues we went to frolic nom nom it was 1-for-1 day so we ate 2 each haha pigs. Then went to airport to mug. Maybe i shld go there nao. Idk. I've been like slacking at home since morning omgzzzz nuuu. Ok can't really rmb what happened on other days.

Last week of school alrdy. Can't wait for the hols :)

Keeping a comfortable distance

2011-05-15T01:51:00.006+08:00

Blogger was down ystd so i posted at Lj :/ but am still gonna write abt more boring stuff here!

Today: visited the biennale at old kallang airport. Quite cool besides the hot-ness. Fave part is the beyond-the-hangar place - so big and spacey i like. But being not very artsy i didn't understand most of the stuff but still interesting to look at, like the random scribbles on the wall and UNBUILT architecture n__n mmm the weird videos were weird but the aircon made up for it hahaa quite funny to see us hovering around the aircon. It closed at 7 so we had to leave and we wanted to walk to klp. Fail navigator (ahem) brought us to kallang macs instead, even after we walked 9239185 km thru dark and unfriendly terrains lololz anw we mugged there. Then back home! :)

Ok now for the rest of the week. Well syf seems so far away by now. Cried over it but it's behind me alrdy. Gotta move on! There was homa bbq the very next day. We just had aar on Wed after homa day celebration. Dinner with jans sof qg. Stupid ppl running in the rain haha and ttly random gossip session. Slightly. Jada's birthday was epic too with all the green stones. There was speech day which got me sleeping half the time. 31 @ ecp after with frisbee soccer vb sand and seaaa. Super cheng gong cls outing with attendance of 19/23! Love my class hehee. Can't rmb anymore!!

My memory is fail like that. Have tuition tomo so i'ma sleep now. Feeling hopeful for no reason, goodnight :)

For the first time

2011-05-03T00:07:00.004+08:00

Haha i still rmb how enthu i used to be about homa stuff. Then i guess the passion kind of died down because i didn't quite feel like i belonged in the team so i just didn't put in my 100%. I liked working because we were working tgt, like the 3 of us, for everyone. Not separately and results-orientedly. Most dreaded part about the journey is counting money and ppl running me down. Most enjoyable part is doing stuff for homa wheeeeeee. Really a lot of priceless moments stashed away in my memory. Most valued part is working with fatboss because he is/was/will be the best boss i ever have. I wish the three of us were much much closer (like i told fatboss) Grew in many ways, but i still have a lot to learn. I guess it's just me. I'm just not capable enuf lolz. Anywayz this is not random, it's because i just counted homa funds for probably the last time ever (passing to benz this week i think) so i decided to pen some thoughts down. Idk if i will mention this topic agn here.

Let's talk abt the lonnnng weekend. Srsly no weekend is long enuf. Sigh and i wasted the whole of today. Ystd went to Sentosa with zeeee cousins (bro zon jom jon jy) and zon's friends. Funny max. Ben is damn epic with his "professsssional!!" and stone is just a joker hahaha. A lot of laughing going on + fun fun fun volleyball and frisbee. Must definitely go tgt agn!! Damn tired aft and dinnered at carls jr. Nom nom nom i actually finished my food. Day before had band then met fatboss and we went army market. Studied at macs then walkwalk at tm with bestie. Embarrassing moment at koi. Studied with couz. Yup boring day.

Glad that i apologized because i felt really guilty abt what happened that day. Hope that it is behind us now and everyday after will be happier! Idk if you rmb what i said but i will keep my word on that :)

'nuf said.

I've been meaning to tell you

2011-04-28T22:32:00.004+08:00

Energy draining day! First thing in the morning i made the decision to come to school early to study Chem, good on meeee *beams* PE was fun fun fun i love playing frisbee! Next after recess and Math was test!!!! But it wasn't TOO bad. Hoping to get a pass at least. Then did ocip stuff. After GP 31 peepz played soccer! So fun!!!!! I wanna play again soon! :)

(i actually typed the next paragraph ystd so..... i'm not mood swinging!)

Suddenly this thought came to mind. What if over a year ago, i actually took the chance and went on to do sthg new? I wouldn't say that i'd be happier, but probably not regretting it as much as i do now. It's like they've moved on but i'm still here doing this same old shit.

Wellllll it's FRIDAY tomorrow! Can't wait for the lonnnnngggg weekends again. Might play ball in school tmr after band if we don't end too late :)

I don't even know why i try.

'cause every time i try i get tongue tied

2011-04-24T20:33:00.007+08:00

Sigh this feeling sucks. It's like a cycle - i start to give you more thought and attention, you start to give me less. And you. I feel like i'm talking to you just for the sake of talking. I no longer look forward to a conversation with you because there's nthg meaningful in it. I actually have just this sthg to say to you but every time i try the words just don't fit. Idk.

The past week was like slack-week, which in my mind is just fragments of stuff which i can't seem to quite rmb by now. Mindcafe, Limitless, Sanctum, etc. Spending a lot of $$ lately. Today is only Sunday and i'm left with half my pocket money for the week. Like what??? sigh. Was feeling down on Thurs but i don't think anyone noticed. Rest of the week was just mindlessly attending lectures and tutorials, besides band etc.

Feeling very, very apathetic

The things that go on in my mind

2011-04-19T00:23:00.001+08:00

In a 'nobody-really-gives-a-shit' mood. Hmmmm.

Saw this quote on Tumblr: Everybody has a home team: It’s the people you call when you get a flat tire or when something terrible happens. It’s the people who, near or far, know everything that’s wrong with you and love you anyways. These are the ones who tell you their secrets, who get themselves a glass of water without asking when they’re at your house. These are the people who cry when you cry. These are your people, your middle-of-the-night, no-matter-what people.

Straight away a few faces pop into my mind... but who really cares anyway

I wonder why i still stick around

2011-04-18T01:09:00.003+08:00

Saw a "best friend" post on tumblr, totally reminded me of that day at Macs when Friday started playing on your phone and we burst out laughing. So very amusing.

Ahhhh ok just finished watching the match against arsenal. What a game, kept giving me heart attacks until aft ht when it started buffering like crazy and i got sick of watching the images jumping around. But the stoppage time was the most crazy part. I totally fist bumped the air when kuyt scored the penalty. YAYYYY HAPPINESS :D

That aside, i'm trying to be creative and make some present using wtv brain juice i'm left with, read up for mock spa tmr (which i probably will decide to do tmr morning on my way to school). Tuition today and studied with Jans + Cyn afterwards at Cathay and dinner after with family at Pasir ris park om nom nom.

Kind of used to cancelled plans and i'm not even anticipating the surprise as much anymore lolzzzz. As i said, i'm just getting used to everythg. Oki since the hell is starting again, probably will be gone for some time. Goodnight world :)

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

2011-04-17T00:56:00.007+08:00

My eyelids feel so heavvvvvy - gonna go to bed after this. Almost a week since happy day. Thxxx to the osm class i received more presents than usual *beams* really really made me a happy kid. Tyvvvm!!!! My fave present is the stitch!! Most epic award goes to the mattress hahah totally unexpected. Ok mon went marina bay area for the first time ever! I think the night view so pretty but i think only i so boliao to appreciate this kind of boliao things lolollzzzz. I WANT A CAMERA. Mmmm tues didn't go tuition cos wanted to study math. Wed band band bandddd. Thurs tuition, then ice cream! Fri banddddd then dinner with mum and dad. Sat (today) baaaaannnnnndddddd, study, more study... :(

Sigh as you can see my week is full of study and band - i haven't played vball in 2 weeks!!!!!!!! Omg pigs can really fly wheeeeeeeee i can fly BYE :)

ps. thanks again everyone! Btw if you were wondering, 18 doesn't feel any different. Mmmm

:')

2011-04-11T00:19:00.003+08:00

Sigh i opened this tab but suddenly i dunno what i'm here for :/

Here's a summary of the first 30 minutes of my birthday. The first few birthday wishes from my most favourite people have the most meaning and basically pasted a smile on my face. Then of course thanks to Facebook there are random ppl (i can't even match the names to a face) posting on your wall. That's mostly it. No biggie.

Few hours ago i was nom nom-ing my carbonara. Dad and mummy shared steak. Bro had chicken chop. Salad and topshell on the table. I'd like more family dinners like this. Mum said to bro "when you were pregnant we moved house already" when she actually meant "when i was pregnant with you..." her English tickles me. Reminder to self: order nachos next time. And hot chocolate! :)

Another few hours back and i was at Macs with jon and jy. Basically stuck and stoning at vectors. Unproductive few hours. Before that had tuition. Nthg much. The day before had dinner with ocip peeeeps. Velly epic but also made me realize how socially awkward i was. Food was good.

Some people have this "make or break" effect on my day. That sucks. Ah ok i need to start on my vectors before i have to offer milk to mother cow and snake. Plz plzplzzzzz mother cow i don't want an amazing day just let tmr be happy *_*

Compared to your eyes nothing shines quite as bright

2011-04-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

Yayzzz all hail mum and dad for buying me new shoes today. It's unlike myself to decide so quickly so i hope i don't regret the buy as quickly. It's kind of like my b'day present. Idk whether or not to feel excited for the 11th. I mean, what if nobody remembers. What if it doesn't turn out as awesome as you imagine your b'day to be, as with every year. Keeping my hopes lowww.

Sigh and i feel so insignificant becos ppl forget abt me all the time. It's like i'm not here, or almost disposable. Why do ppl pretend to care if they really don't?

Ystd went doctor to check my corn. Ok la just waiting for it to disappear. Anw school today very slack. Watched 3 idiots with 31 pplz. Then tuition. Tmr band. No more playing ball i guess.

All izzz well :)

Quadapop

2011-04-06T00:09:00.003+08:00

From the first April 6, we've spent four more April 6s together. Wonder how many more we'll get to live and see.

Matchstixx

2011-04-05T00:03:00.002+08:00

Sigh i am bothered enuf about those stuff and here are more stuffs to be bothered about. Happy week 3 :/

Hotcakes for breakfast

2011-03-30T23:09:00.001+08:00

Haallllo. Lazy me too lazy to blog about Dhaka - and everything that happened in the two weeks since. Wellllllll so irritating that my retest tmr morning coincides with Homa-Bennu interhouse basketball. How can!!! Jon and jy came DHS today but didn't play vb with me sigh. Mmmmmmmmmmm maybe gonna cut my hair tomo. Can't wait for Friday and i'm too lazy to continue bye! :)

Light up Dhaka

2011-03-11T00:59:00.003+08:00

Hi, just a quick one before i go missing for another week or so. Well life is really hectic.

I found out that no matter how much people seem to want in, eventually you realize that they don't value it as much as they make it out to be. It's so frustrating. Especially so if you're always only an option - you need them more than they need you. For myself, I'm getting more unconcerned, which might actually be a good thing - you don't get affected as much. I guess. Nthg much to add on. Past few days have just been a crazy rush of homework and stuffs. I don't even feel like going to school tomorrow. PRESS ON EVERYBAAAADDDYYYYY.

Until 17 March - gone to light up Dhaka! :)

Pushing me away

2011-02-28T23:50:00.006+08:00

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
A love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.

/edit/

"u look so sad" lol hi friend, if you really meant it (although u probably are just saying it) thx for noticing. somehow that made me cry agn. maybe it's because of all ppl you noticed. maybe it's the song i'm spamming. maybe it's the many other sad things. but then agn it doesn't really matter why anyway.

A tiny little star a day

2011-02-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

Supposed to be doing physics now so that i'll sleep early but i guess old habits die hard.

I have so many things to write about but i can't rmb!!!! Anw i'm just gonna write some stuff i think only i can uds (mostly)

1. Are we just doing it for the sake of doing it - or do we really want it?
2. Is this really the result we wanted??
3. Words are like daggers. Silent daggers. Sometimes, you don't even know someone got wounded. It works both ways though.
4. Mayb it's time to return to that old place.....
5. If we were under a different sky, maybe. Just maybe. But then agn i keep thinking otherwise anw.

As for today. Had diarrhea in schl. Rested aft that during my 1.5 hrs break. Slept for 1 hr. Lunched but my stomach felt really bad so i only ate half of my food. Stomach was really bloated with air. Mmm dinner with a few of the 31 girlz at fish n co :)

... Hi Friday! :)

I don't want the world to see me

2011-02-22T01:11:00.002+08:00

Did so much thinking today. Broke down for the fourth time since last week. Sigh. So idk if i'm depressed or wut. Gonna fail my new year resolution soon.

All the emo talk is really getting to me. Now i keep questioning the worth of my r/s with my friends. For now it's just this on my mind: is it you changing or are you still the same, just that i'm finding out more and more about who you really are? Sigh idk. I'm just selfish and want undivided attention, that's all.

Just a mental note: i promised little lim to cut fringe :)

It's ok to say that you deserve better

2011-02-19T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hi, it has been so long that i don't quite know where to even begin. Very very exhausted and i finally have my Sunday free. Need to catch up with homework - i hope i do.

Spent the whole week mostly on fundraising. Really an eyeopener. Washing (and finding) Mr chew's car was pretty much fun. Music dedication + performances too, just that i wish i didn't lend my lappy. Just really occupied for most school days, helping out during breaks and whenever. Much thanks to everyone to helped in any way, really!!

Broke down a few times this week. Mostly because i feel very wronged over some matter but i cannot redeem myself because if i do i'd get a lot more ppl into trouble. I guess. So i lied about a lie. It's not like i don't feel disappointed in myself, so please, stop approaching (and reproaching) me. Maybe i'll tell the truth when i graduate... maybe.

Now just looking forward to going to Dhaka. The delegates from Bangladesh are really awesome and super super nice!! In the meantime, need to catch up on sleep and studies. Will blog agn if i have anythg to add abt the days since i last blogged. Go dilys!! :)

I feel really depressed somehow

2011-02-07T21:29:00.001+08:00

I figured that you weren't worth it

2011-01-27T00:14:00.004+08:00

Sigh sometimes ppl are just mean and insensitive. Nvm!! I really hope i can free up my time... like i wanna eat dinner with 31 girlz but i cant this week!! I'm actually here just to type the first line of this post but i'm still here because i feel that i shld make the post longer. Welllll i thought i lost my GC because ystd during Math i realized it was gone... but today i found out that it's with Paw!!!! Thankfully :) :)

Really tired in school and like trying very very hard to focus (and sleeping very minimally - for my own standards at least) soooo i'm gonna finish up my work and go to bed :)

you're a part time lover and a full time friend

2011-01-24T21:47:00.004+08:00

Harrro. First things first, well i got a new look!! Geeky glasses hehehehe i luv 'em lots. Tdy just a slack day in general! Dur chem lab Mdm koh was like saying whoever sit with me will keep talking because i keep talking and she ask me what Cca i'm from and i said band and she said "are all band members hyper?" haha! GP and Math lecture me and Sh keep talking haha. I accidentally said "I want to be an architecture" instead of architect omg fail. And i dunno what was so funny about Sh's Bruce lee joke but somehow we were both rofl-ing at it -____-

Ystd studied at Macs then went shopping for new clothes!! I got a new top it's quite nice hehehehe can't wait for CNY srsly!!! :)

It bothers me that i'm not studying yet. BAI.

/edit/ Looking at Wq's "6C31: Term 1 Happenings" really cracks me up!! Thxxx our osm photographer for capturing these epic moments (esp of bin) which wld otherwise just be forgotten!! Wo hen hen hen hennnnnn xi huan wo de class!!! :) /edit/

Brand new day

2011-01-22T14:21:00.004+08:00

Hi!! Omg haven't been here in like 20 days. That's like almost 3 weeks. It didn't seem so long haha. Anyway!! First week of school was loonnnnnnggggg. Broke my glasses and i made a new pair!! Can't wait till tmr when i collect them!! Let's do this post backwards :)

Got nthg on today so just studying home! Ystd aft schl played vb for damn long until i felt very cui so waited for Sh (I MENTIONED YOU) to end and dinnered with her and Wq (I MENTIONED YOU TOO) we had "secrets" sharing session. My secrets like not secrets one -_____- every time i went "I got a secret!!! bla bla bla" they wld go "I know alrd..." Stupid pigs. We sat there for like 2-3 hours talking.

That was Fri. Forgot to mention the post-its passing during Econs lecture that kept me awake haha! Thurs i told Sh i wld buy lunch for her after her H1 but i went to cls to slp and i thought she was pissed at me when i woke up haha!! Since i have nthg to say about Thurs, shall talk abt school life in general. I like Chew and Tiew. I'm ok with Koh. I don't like Chang and Chan. Tiew is so cute!!!!!!!!! For timetable, Tues rocks!!! and Thurs sucks!!!

Wed had band then AAR. The house comm exit was funny. Tues study + tuition. Mon study at Macs. Yup!! That's first week of school. For the weekends... Sat pack SC room + The tourist with Ter. Sun i think i stayed home. I don't rmb.

Wakainga 2011!!!! Well Day 1 we had rain. Highlight was paint war with Kirin! Idk but to me Day 1 remains as status: fail but i guess you need to fail to learn. So to myself, chin up!!!

For Day 2, being SM is fun yayz i like to rah-rah people haha. Cheer war with Kirin!!! Highlight was definitely Dota but i (and probably other Homanites and the 31 girlz bla bla who were with me) just didn't like how people resort to underhand means. But nvm Homa won anw -___- clean up was super duper tiring but nice to see everyone working tgt!! esp the y5s who stayed back to help with the mud pool!!! Stayed over in schl... the Homa helium balloons were pretty!!!! Slept in the freezing lounge. Brrrrr...

Day 3! Initiation was ok. The ninja experience with Kr and Sam in lounge was super funny!! Highlight of the day: party in the hall!!! Love cheering with my house!! The peanutbutter game was damn funny. Everyone was like O___O at Kr and Bin at first then we all started screaming. Thxxxx Yulong for the Homa dinner!! Srsly enjoyed myself coz i was with the 31 pigs haha the "toss the lightstick ring" game was fun ttm!!

The only regret was not being able to spend enuf time with my Homa babies... i don't know most of their names etc etc so must make the most of my remaining time getting to know them!! Idk if it's too soon, but i can't wait for Sports carn!!!! On another note, broke down thrice this orientation. No wonder i got that ny resolution abt crying... (and thxx Sh and Eileen for texting me aft Dota!!)

Speaking of ny resolutions, i broke the one about slping in lectures (but i improve alrd ok!!!!) so i'm just gonna focus on eating breakfast daily. There was this day i late for schl liao still eating breakfast -___-

Ok what a long post!!! I need to be a good kid and study now!! :)

Busy as a beee

2011-01-03T01:15:00.003+08:00

Hello!! Spent the first two days of my new year working really hard and reaping good results!! I progressed a lot for orientation planning i hope it's enuf for now!! What's slowing me down is that half the time i dont know what to do and it's frustrating!! :(

Feeling really really tied down by work work work and there's hardly time any for me to play!! Like just now i gave myself a 10 minute break but i felt like i didn't even want it because i need to keep working!! Argh sad. Talking abt sad, i failed my yamaha exam!! I mean like i kinda expected it although i was hoping i cld pass by luck but even though i dun rlly give a shit about it i still feel kinda disappointed for all the last min hardwork i put in :( :( :(

Ystd woke up at 5pm!! Went to my aunt's for dinner!! Mahjong awhile with Jon Cheryl Eug. Eug has these really cute jelly beanz like each colour got two flavours see you heng or suay. Like yellow got buttery popcorn and rotten eggs. I think i got buttery popcorn coz it tasted damn buttery but like not very nice also -___- anw my aunt fried chicken (DAMN NICE) and i ate like almost ten hehehe. Aft dinner went Ehub with Ivan's to watch Gulliver's travels in 3D. I wanted to watch The tourist more and i hate 3D!! But the show was ok la. Quite funny here and there. We also played L4D and arcade. Yup!! Tdy just spent at home. Went out for dinner at Pasir ris park. The food there so ex!! But quite yummy!! But i'm hungry now!! :(

Jon say i keep MIA-ing recently!! Feel so guilty!! Gonna spend more time with them after orientation - we alrd shuo hao gonna study every Sat and mayb during one/two of the weekdays once we got our timetables!!! :)

It's just one week to orientation, hang in there!!!!

Happy 2011 :)

2011-01-01T02:43:00.006+08:00

Omg the blues from ystd are almost gone!! (apart from now and then which DOES NOT MATTER HA. I'm like on drugs.)

HAPPY 2011!!!!!!

Absolutely thrilled about the new year... shall do the Tumblr New Year's Challenge (note: idk if this year = 2010 or 2011 but i shall take this year to = 2011 and last year to = 2010)

1. 10 things you did this year.
Ate crab (i don't normally eat crab), party... umm the year just started so um yeah :/

2. 6 photo memories from the last year

3. Your new year plans
As in how i'm gonna celebrate new year or wut

4. A letter to a person you grew apart from this year
If you wanted to talk to me, you would.

5. A photo of yourself from the start of the start of the last year
Wth does this mean. Anyway i lazy find :)

6. A list of what you want to change in the new year
Idk...

7. 5 people who you really got close to
I guess the c31 girlz :)

8. Your resolution
Play hard. Work hard. Eat lots but don't get fat :)

Ahhh wtv what a fail Tumblr challenge. Just came back not long ago from Clarke Quay. First had dinner with Ivan's and Aunty Juppie. I ate crab!! Quite yummy. The roasted quail was just weird. Ltr we just jalan jalan arnd until Uncle Wee and his family came so we went to this bar. Between then until 2011 was just like drinks + talking + sometimes we went to the stage area where the live band performed and just like zi high. I'm the most zi high i think. Keep jumping. Oh and i saw Ashley!! :)

2011. Spent my first second of the new year with my favourite people!!! We just made a lot of noise and a big mess. Then the kidz (except jal rain gene - guys i think we kinda left you out, so sorry!!!!) went to the stage area agn. Omg the Britney + Gaga impersonator was like o___o omg gay. But anw we were just ttly on high and like jumping arnd partying like mad. Bla bla bla then finally gtg home.

Got this guy i think he drunk then his friend came over to me and tapped my shoulders and told me that his friend (the drunk guy) wants to wish me happy new year. I kind of like just shrugged it off then they appeared again and he said his friend likes me and followed me. I was like -____-

Anwyz!! Missed out on the fireworkz (if you know me i wouldn't miss the fireworks for anythg) but i guess the partying made up for it. Loads of fun!!! Esp with the right people!!! Thx Ivan's and Jal's for spending NY's eve with us!!! :)

Looking forward to 2011. Tired of saying NY resolution and stuff every year. So, just have a good one guys, make it worthwhile :)

Mood gone wrong

2010-12-31T00:48:00.004+08:00

Is this how i'm supposed to feel after concert?

Tired. In every aspect. Lol. Hmmmm well Sojourn is over and idk how to feel about it. Feels like a lot could have been done better. On my part at least. And like idk why i'm so emo now. Like if it's because of xq+gjy+wj's emo talks or wad. I'll miss them lots. So many memories and i just can't put those fun fun GHG days we had tgt into words lol. Srsly. I'd do a boring recount of today but i'll spare your eyez for tonight. Highlights (for me): Emcee, dance, lady gaga :)

To the two of you, have faith!! Love is not impossible :)

Ok somehow i wanted to post sthg here but idk what to say anymore. Just feel like i don't mean as much as i'd like to the people arnd me/as much as they mean to me. Goodnight

2-days-away-from-home

2010-12-28T00:52:00.005+08:00

I am such a slacker - not done with proposal and still blogging here -__-

Anyway! Zinon is such a qt pie!! At first he was all grumpy becuz he was a little feverish but later later he got warmed up to us once agn and started to play with us!! He likes to watch Mr bean (he calls him Ah ben) and he just keeps watching the episodes over and over. Bought him colour pencils + bubble gun + sweets - we played with the bubble gun (damn pretty when a lot bubble floating against the night sky, trust me) and this was his response: Excited (bubbles!!) to scared (i think while popping a little got into his eye) to excited (we decided to blow less but bigger bubbles so that not so many floating arnd) to scared (somehow somebody started the many many small bubbles thing) to excited (he saw an aeroplane). Wad a cutie!! He likes aeroplanes. I was bringing him down to the playground and he was like "can we go up and see aeroplane?" and downstairs he got scared of a cat and this was my convo with him:

Me: You scared of dogs?
Z: Yes (in a cutie voice haha!!)
Me: Do you have a dog?
Z: Yes
Me: What's his name?
Z: Ruffles
Me: What colour is he?
Z: Pink

LOL then upstairs he told Jon he got no dog. Bluff me!!! Drew stuff for him too. Car, flower, aeroplane (his favourite) bla bla haha omg i miss him alrdy!! :(

25th. X'mas!!! Definitely my fave time of the yr. Too lazy go church with cousins so i just stayed home. At 5-ish i left for Nex. Stupid place so crowded. H8 crowds. Dinner at Mad jack then Ntuc for snacks. At Sh's, we had gift exchange!! I gave nerf gun becuz Wq bought and it's meant for 2 ppl so we shared. Yup! I got chocolates. Then we played Md and ate tangyuan + more stuff i forgot what name. Jade bin chels left at almost midnight then Wq sh i went to play more Md. Until we got bored. Then i forgot what we did lolol. At bedtime they were talking and i was just sniffing (falling sick) and falling aslp. Kept waking up during their convo but i didn't take much notice cuz i fell back to slp -__- just to note: Sh's toilet is scary at night

Morning!! Showered and left her place. Shopped for FUCK gift exchange at Nex. Arrived at Janson's late. Turkey baking!! Very very fun and very very messy. My favourite part is massaging butter over the turkey! Process: make stuffing + boil neck + do weird stuff with turkey + stuff things inside + cranberry sauce making + putting into oven + waiting for it to cook + collecting nice yummy sauce. Idk i can't rlly rmb. Our dress up was really fail - at first - but ltr we had a makeover for the guys and some add ons for the girls. I like our special appearance item "Santa claus is coming to town!!~!" Janson rlly looked Santa-ish and the elves were super cute haha we had like Grumpy Happy etc. I'm supposed to be elf but dunno why ltr change to Rudolph so i'm like reindeer head with green elven clothes haha! Other hses all very well done esp Kirin!!

Ltr just ate ate ate haha allll the yummy food yayz. The forfeit ppl (who didn't dress well enuf) supposed to go carolling but in the end we all went. First time for me. No. 1 carol of the Happy ave choir: Rudolph the red nosed reindeer!!~! It was fun while it lasted. Back for gift exchange. Jh got my photo frame and i got chocolates agn -___- i was hoping damn hard that i got a wrapped present. So long never get nicely wrapped present + don't like receiving foodstuff. But nvm!! Had games. Played Gill's drawing game. Sm is so fail!! It was quite funny. Then played drinking game. Kl and gill a bit drunk and had delayed rxn to everythg. The lemon tea thingy Jans mixed dur dinner was quite nice. Hmm then mahjong. Cs and i lost really rlly badly lol sigh. Played Call of duty for awhile but i got rlly dizzy so i decided to nap but no nice slping spots!! I moved frm couch to floor and floor so hard i cld barely slp. Thankfully Jans brought mattress then i cld finally fall aslp.

Woke up and like in a dreamy state. Heard Cs talking to someone. "What time ah? O 7 liao." I heard and i was like immediately O__O + Cs said "Eh must wake dilys up" Washed up and changed. Still late for band but nvm!! Lotus sutra is NICE (3rd movement only) i like my timpani part lotssss. Aft had dance practise + pepperlunched at Parkway + bought lucky draw gifts + wrapped them. They're really pretty!! :)

Just woke up arnd 2 hrs ago - been slping shortly aft i got home (aft bathing). Yup so this is my 2-days-away-from-home story :)

Chill me to the bones

2010-12-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired :(

Ystd bought logistics. Tdy dry run. It's so close to X'mas and once agn my x'mas cards plan failed. Speaking of which, Jade's card is really really nice!! Luvvvit lots!!! Meeting Zinon tmr. I feel like printing photos of him to put at my table!! I can't think straight haha. Just thinking that ppl shld not be so fast in accusing others because they might be guilty of the same thing. Need to wake up at 8 tmr for HC meeting I NEED MORNING CALL. Gonna hunt for an x'mas gift for little Zinon after!! :)

Supposed to do proposal but maybe i'll go to bed and leave that for tomo... nighty!!

I am autistic

2010-12-22T02:08:00.003+08:00

You cannot imagine how excited i am just sitting in my yellow room at my white table on my yellow chair with a silver lamp a brown calendar red lappy and a photo of my friends. Omg such trivial stuff make me happy. Refer to post title. Just fyi everything is new (even the newly painted walls!!) except lappy and the photo hehehehh i love new stuff :)

I feel like i can just sit here and not sleep. I'm hungry... bye!! for now!!

Here we go again

2010-12-21T01:18:00.003+08:00

Dad's back! Just picked him from the airport. Tdy was Mugathon (i like the door gift!) Only completed one Math paper but owell better than staying home and doing nthg. Aft we had dinner and went Iluma arcade. We played the spot the difference game again and lost at Level 79! Sunday aft yamaha went Jon's. Sketched + LUNCHEON MEAT dinner + mahjong.

Oops i just typed a mail which has "WTV board" in it and Jans sent it to the teachers LOL i'm amused but why am i amused becuz soon he will scold me -__-

I'm seriously autistic...

Omg my days are mostly packed for the rest of 2010. 21st meeting nic. 22nd settle logistics. 23rd dry run + meeting. 24th probably out with fam. 25th xmas svc + bowling + stayover. 26th f.u.c.k (feels weird typing this) 27th band. 28th band + dry run. 29th band + cls outing. 30th sojourn iii. 31st agm + stayover + end of 2010!!~~

"Hoping that feelings don't fade as easily as before." Righttttttt.

And it goes on and on and on

2010-12-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

Yay NAC performance over!! I can't rmb much. Only the ribbon hair-tie and reaching home past midnight.

To "don't give up", well for the record i'm not giving up. But!! tmr is gonna be take-a-break day. Take a break does not = give up! Sometimes you need timeout to do better :) :)

And to ":D :) u r always so cheery like u don't have any problems in life." haha!! i'm amused. Mayb i just SEEM perma-happy. But i'm not. Mayb you're just too young to know better.

Not gonna Tumblr tdy i think. That's two days. Ok gtg rush proposal bye!

"Belong"

2010-12-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

Omg hi i actually survived this week. Ytd and tdy was band. Met Shimin for a short meeting tdy. Halfway doing proposal now. Taking a break.

So. Damn. Tired.

Still have performance tomo ;___; can't wait for this week to end. I feel like i haven't got enuf slp for the past few days. And although tmr can wake up late, i need to stay up late for proposal :( :(

Which means i better hit "Publish Post" fast!! Ok so i wanted to blog about this word that occurred to me randomly when i was walking home. Belong. It's a nice word. It makes you feel safe. Protected. Like you don't have to try to be someone you aren't. You can be You. When you feel like you belong somewhere, you don't have to worry that you're not enough. Or worry about anything at all, for that matter. When you feel like you belong with someone...

The point is. I don't think i belong anywhere. I don't feel like i belong anywhere. Ha-ha. Just feel like i'm not enough for everyone if i'm just being myself...

Day at home

2010-12-15T11:35:00.003+08:00

I'm at home so bored!! Didn't go for band tdy so i shld make useful my time and do some work. Did a bit of Math but i get stuck all the time argh. Gonna cont soon. I on my lappy to learn the linear thingy but i ended up on Tumblr and Fb groans. And now here!!

Mon i had orientation meeting then watched Rapunzel!! It's not as good as people said it was -___- but not that bad too. I like the soundtrack. I see the light is nice. Tues i had band. I was 2 hrs late becuz i overslept. SP was killing me. So bored i was falling aslp. Ring ding dong is yayz!!! i'm quite excited about Sojourn because of the dance hehe. Had Ocip meeting after.

Yuppy. Forecast: Thurs-Sat band. Sun slack!! Mon mugathon!! Not going Batam anymore becuz Dad has work sooo next Tues-wed slack!! Thurs dry run! Then it's XMAS!!! Omo i can't wait :) :)

I kind of like your name

2010-12-13T01:02:00.002+08:00

Finally done with holi post. Still not done tumbling though.

Tdy yamaha. Aft tht pepperlunched then went Jon's. Jy came too. We played MD and bridge. Idk what was so funny but i kept laughing. Supposed to catch shooting stars at Bedok jetty with Vietnam ppl but i was too lazy to go (becuz Ecp is so inaccessible!!)

Got two meetings tomo GROANS i'm lazy to work. Hope they'll end early so that i have time to catch a movie!! I wanna watch Rapunzel and Hello stranger!! Tues to Fri is band camp and Sat is perf at Ngee ann city. Long week ahead :(

Gonna finish tumbling and get some slp!!

Back home for good

2010-12-12T23:49:00.006+08:00

Tumbling while writing this. Been gone for so long my dashboard's filled with lotsa new stuff. Anw, am finally back from Msia!

Well the bus ride there was damn long. Got quite dizzy going up. I can't rmb what we did on the first day besides exploring + shopping. I can't rmb stuff well. Sigh. Only rmb having Mary brown's for lunch + Kenny roger's for dinner + Starbucks at midnight. Guess i only rmb food related stuff... umm i think at night we played Werewolf in the guys' room too. Omg this game!! Damn fun ok i think i'm a great werewolf kekeke i have never lost as a werewolf yet *beams* I was a little sad abt the slping arrangements but nvm!!

Day 2. Jy Jj and me went to do the Doraemon sand art thingy and everyone thought we went missing omgzzz. Theme park!! Hmmm went on cockscrew + freefall + viking + minetrain + flume (OMG FAILZ) + cyclone. I think that's all. We didn't play much. The flume is big time fail. I thought i was gonna die. Nah, but seriously!! the 'boats' were like all jammed tgt back to back. Jal was on the same 'boat' as me and we were like going back and forth at the top before the big slide down. Omg idk how to explain it but srsly scary!! Pizza dinner yummmm. In between somewhere in the day (this is not chronological becuz i can't rmb :/) was more shopping. Had mass doraemon sandart at night becuz the other girlz wanted to do it too so we bought two whole boxes keke. I like mine!!

Day 3. Bused to KL. Checked in (nice hotel!!! and omg the guys had the super huuuggee adjacent rooms) and the kids headed to Sunway lagoon!! Excited becuz haven't swam in a lonnnng time. Wave pool (catching) + mat + dark slide + not dark slide + playground + lazy pool. Fun ttm!! I like everythg there so fun so fun!! Except the climbing anywz. Bought new slippers too!! I was choosing btwn red and yellow. Yellow didn't have my size but i liked yellow more... so i chose yellow owell!! i like it lots. Had a bruise frm the slides! So we were running low on cash by the time we left so we headed back for dinner with the adults. Roadside dinner = yum!!! I liked the penang char kuay tiao. I epic facepalmed Jom. More werewolf in the hotel at night :)

Day 4. Shop shop shop at Times square. Quite lazy to recount. Basically i bought Rilakkuma 2011 calendar + cute post its + two t shirts. Nthg much. Wanted to get shoes but mummy wasn't with me so i didn't buy in the end. Jal Jom Rain and I went crazy laughing abt random stuff after eating chicken rice. Weird woman in the hotel toilet. Bused back to SG.

Conclusion. Travelling in large groups + many adults = hard to coordinate + take damn long to make decisions + nagging. Me no likey :/

Misses

2010-12-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

Hey fatty i miss you ): Quickly roll back!

You've got my world tonight

2010-12-07T22:47:00.012+08:00

Well hello for the last time in perhaps 5 (or so) days!

Golly tumblr is so so tempting!! I feel like having a personal blog at tumblr instead... but switchboxx is like (checks) almost 700 posts old!! That's really old. I think. It's been arnd since (checks agn) '06!!! That's as old as me. Golly. LOL i'm starting to read my archives and there's this relientk (is it this band??) song that fits how i'm feeling. "who i am hates who i've been" lolol. Ok la not exactly hating; i just don't feel like i'm the same person anymore. I hope it's a good thing.

BRB PLAYING GAME http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/506546 hahaha i just won Janson by 2 points - 96!! (edit: 128 wahaha!!) Gonna try agn ltr.

Ytsd met Jh and Xt to do Sojourn invitations. Then had surprise bday celebration for Jh! Whewww we almost cldn't keep her (becuz she was gonna lunch with her sisters, while Jy and Wj were coming to meet us with the cake) but luckily she mentioned Teoheng and we were like OK!!!!! Haha so much for time wasting (going toilet and walking at snail speed) and my giggling. It was so funny keeping it frm her. We very COINCIDENTALLY met the guys at the bus stop and went for lunch at parkway! Aft lunch went singing. Gave Jh her bai nei ku when singing hei qun zi (Xt's idea haha!) Yup yup hope you like it kekeke. Spent quite a bit of $$ that day. Aft that home!!! I was a lil' giddy frm reading on the bus so i took a nap. Woke up to KFC dinner!! Met Hg at Downtown to pass him his bday present. Tdy went TM to buy dry run stuff and passed them to Ter (omg you get to eat ALL that pringles) + spent the day tgt. Ehhh i am ice cream NOT butter.

11:11

Alright it's Genting with my cutey cuzzies (plus Jon's friends) tomo!! Can't wait!! Haven't been overseas with them in a long long time. Packed my bag mm gonna miss my dad, he's not coming along blah. Stupid pig not talking to me now. Ehhh what else. I'm in luvvvvvv. RK follese is damn hotttt he's from HCR haha i think i have sthg for guys with tattoos. Or not. Idk. Happy about the 3-0 Lvp win!! Idek when the match was going on omg failzzzz. Edit: Omg didn't know Torres just had his baby boy ystd haha!! Omg little Torres!! Can't wait for him to grow up... and that means Lvp is so osm, we did gr8 without Torres Gerrard and Carra!!

Oki that's about all i have to say. Byebye!

Prawning day

2010-12-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hi!! I think i'm too boliao, posting almost everyday. But owell in a few more days i'll be gone!! So today went for yamaha. Gonna terminate my lessons bwahahaha byebye yamaha!!! What happens if i fail my exams remains a mystery. Good. Aft that met Sh and Jasmine at Bugis. Go register for tuition. Lunch with Sh, then walk walk around Bugis. Bought underwear for someone's birthday kekeke. Mmm sat down at the cinema there -___- to talk haha. Got carried away telling her about Vietnam. Rushed down to pasir ris. Mummy angry. Helped an aunty carry rice becuz she asked me too (must be i look very kind roflz) then she keep talking to me about her granddaughter. Daddy came to pick me frm the bus stop. Prawn fishing (or prawning, wtv) with Ivan's!! Super duper fun!! I caught about six i think. Lost count. Irwin is like prawn killing machine. Keep catching so many make ppl sad. My bro is so stinky he slpt without bathing. Yupz that's about it!! :)

Work work work

2010-12-05T02:30:00.001+08:00

Ogosh i'm so tired!! Just done with orientation proposal but it's still like not developed enuf. Arghhh. Mebbe cont tomo. Really need to slp now!! Performance today was good, both jon and i. Aft that met up with Ter. Headed to changi beach. Haha pigged out as usual. Nice except for the stupid cat who kept stalking us. It stalked us from the bench to the beach. So annoying, meow. I'm like just speed typing coz tired ttm!!! so idek if there are mistakes in this haha. Mmm stayed out quite late. Feeling a lil' sick now like runny nose and sneezing a lot, hope it'll be gone by morning. Um um yamaha tomo then bugis with sihui becuz need to register for tuition yup yup ok i'll be gone now bye!!

html < me

2010-12-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

Hi! I'm feeling really proud of myself haha Switchboxx looks like my tumblr now. Idek. May be a bad thing coz i'll get bored of it real soon but owellz!! We'll see when that happens. It looks a little different though, but idk how to get rid of the shadows at the top, just have to make do with this (btw you can't see the curves and shadows of the boxes and text if you aren't using Mozff!!) It's been some time since i've touched html whewww

Other than that today has been really boring ugh. Didn't go out in the end because i keep going out since i came back from Vietnam so i decided to stay home. I think Ivan's attached (bwahahaha) i wonder who the girl is. Anyhooooz performing tmr!! ++ Bruno mars iz so cute.

And cheer up!! Don't listen to Bleed so much ok, spam Hello. Ttm when you feel like it :)

Fave month of the year

2010-12-03T01:33:00.003+08:00

Happy happy December!!

Just posted about Vietnam (finally!!) and now on to my life in general. Let's backtrack today! Came home from TM with Ter. Saw Paw JJ Jiateck there. Before that was ring ding dong with Jh Xt Roy Ks. Not too bad. Dancing is so difficult and tiring ogosh. Had chicken rice for dinner! Anyway, Yilin is so cute!! I want her to be my godsis keke. Yupz that's today. Yesterday met Kristal to get scores + met Ter for dinner. Thx for the jersey!! :)

Not sure about tomo yet becuz idk if mummy will let me go out. But we're planning to prepare lunch tgt!! Sounds fun and yum. Hope i can go out!! Gonna have a mini performance at yamaha on Sat. Jonye too. Hope i don't get nervous with shaky legs and sweaty hands agn. Idk about the rest of next week haha but i sure hope it's gonna be lots of fun!! I wanna go out with the 31 girlz asap!

Imho the trip drew us closer. Which is a good thing right. Just hoping that feelings don't fade as easily as before. Yes yes omo i'm really tired (and hungry) But sleep is more impt than food for now, heh goodnight :)

Just to add, feelings are infinite, so don't worry :)

27/11 - 01/12: Vietnam

2010-12-01T23:34:00.010+08:00

/this post was supposed to be up last night but my internet died ugh/

Day 1. Crossed my first road in Vietnam. It's quite easy. Just walk at constant speed unless they horn at you, then you either slow down/stop/speed up. Keke. Passed a church and visited a post office. Next was Cuchi tunnel. Damn fun!! The traps were realllll interesting, probably because of the cute guide hehe. Best part was crawling the tunnels!! Super fun!! Except that it was darrrk so it was kind of scary. Firing the live shots were omg-so-damn-loud-need-to-cover-my-ears-every-single-moment. Yupz. Then lunch!!! Pho bo (beef noodles) is YUM YUM. But the vege sucked. Becuz we were all sweaty, we went to bathe at this hotel. LOUSY. The room Denise and i shared had used condoms T___T Sub and Shimin's door knob was faulty and they got locked in. Cultural night dinner! Seriously a LOT of food. After going back to the hotel to get our stuff, we headed to the train station... and realized that we missed the train. So we rebought tix for the next train and went supermarket + buy coffee. Train ride was freeeezzzing. Kept waking up.

Day 2. Finally arrived at Nha trang! Cabbed around looking for hotel. Checked in then went for breakfast. After a period of time during which i forgot (edit: i remember already hehe we went to a market!) what we did, we went on a boat to some island for snorkeling + fishing. Lunch was a ripofffff. After was mud bath + hot spring. First time! Seafood dinner!! Altho i h8 seafood, it was really delicious!! I ate crab and prawn and everythg on the table. Haha yum yum yum! Next was ice cream hunt! Then went to a bar. Drinks + pool + Liverpool!! Continued on to an ice bar. Freeezingggg brrrr. I kept hopping around coz i wanted to warm myself up. The bartender a bit weird and the other guy a bit fail. Hmmm.

Day 3. Took a bus to the bus which will drive us back to HCMC! First time i see bus with beds so cool heh but it was damn hot inside. Halfway we stopped for lunch at a hammock place. Very very very long ride like from morning till evening but still, time spent together = time well spent. Upon reaching HCMC was hotel hunt again! This time our hotel was damn nice!!! Omg i luvvvit ttm!!!!! Wanna stay there forever!!!! Headed to Ben 10 (i dunno how to spell but this is how they pronounce it) market for dinner + shopping. Bought a few tees but waaaaaa didn't get to buy any shoes. After shopping we headed back to the hotel. Girls wanted massage while guys wanted to walk around (although i think i belong in the guys category... :/) but in the end Denise and SM fell aslp while watching tv haha!! Sub and i decided to slp but i cldn't really slp because i had cramps. Then the guys came back. So i joined them for supper before going to bed. Finally fell aslp.

Day 4. After breakfast we went to the park opp our hotel. Later in the day was touring Mekong river. Saw a really cuteeee boy (we saw many many cute kids in Vietnam, i.e. on the train, at the park, etc.) This boy is my fave heh. Chubby chubby! After the day tour we did some random walking around + shopping. Back to hotel. Ripoff dinner (i only liked the fried rice haha) Then airport!! Didn't rly slp on the plane. Home sweet home :)

Hmmm i think my day 4 is so short because i'm tired haha. Well Vietnam was just osm. Really. Hope i didn't forget any details because i wanna put it all down in words for next time! Wish i cld stay there longer. Cost of living is like low low low lowwwww. And the friends! Everyone just made the trip even more enjoyable. But all good things come to an end right. So for now, back to reality!! :)

I just can't get myself to say it

2010-11-26T22:24:00.005+08:00

Hi! Just packed my stuff into my bag; i'm ready to go! I'm feeling more than excited becuz it's my first trip with just friends. Only got two things holding me back, but nvm about those.

Omg a certain being wants to be missed but she's too insignificant (BU ZI LIANG LI) to be mentioned here. SKIP

Ok actually i don't really know what to say anymore. I will miss everything. PILLOW, crackers (haven't decided if i'm bringing), SG FOOD, bestie, BLEED, lappy, nice comfy bed? But there's so much to see there. Got to open my eyez beeeeeeg and take in everything. Need to show myself another world...

I want to head someplace where the water is clear; so clear that i can see the rocks lying motionless on the bed. The sky isn't nice only when it's clear, but regardless of weather. I might be alone, with someone, or in a cosy group. It doesn't matter. When i'm there, i'll know it :)

The significance of insignificance

2010-11-25T20:21:00.004+08:00

I am suddenly reminded of a photo quote i saw on tumblr. It reads "if you're too busy to call me, i'll understand. if you don't have time to check on me, i'll understand. if you're late on our date, i'll understand. but if i stop loving you, it's your turn to understand." Just thinking about it. I think i'm being anal today. My brother is annoying the hell out of me.

My exams were ok. Omg i left my teacher's books at Macs coz i was early then i ran down and thankfully nobody took it. It was bloody cold in there i was shivering (prolly coz i was nervous too) Impro was frikin easy but i still screwed it up. Damn nervous. Hope they let me pass. Sight reading was easy. Songs were ok. I fumbled but the examiner said i was well prepared so yayz. PLZ LET ME PASS.

After that took train from Clementi (damn lonnnnnggggg) to Tamp for shopping! Keke. Bought myself a stitch pencilcase. Idk. Reward myself. For... hard work?? Quite proud of myself. Accomplished many things today

And i don't feel like doing anything else for now

One hour ten minutes apart

2010-11-24T00:42:00.003+08:00

Golly. There's meeting again tomo. Didn't know till nic mentioned. So tired today. My wish for undisturbed sleep didnt come true. My mum woke me up. For lunch. INSIGNIFICANT LUNCH. Sleep is more impt than lunch. Come on everybody knows that.

So after lunch did band stuff. Banner + invitations + concert booklet. Favourite is concert booklet. Gonna be really cute. Band stuff took my afternoon away from me so it was dinner time. My night went to orientation. I AM SO NO LYFZ.

Feel so bored nao. Quite annoyed at the fact that the dates are this untimely, so things will be like that until dec. I wish i had a never ending supply of iced drinks and ice cream. I'm tired. Gonna do proposal a bit more then sleep :)

First Day

2010-11-23T01:02:00.005+08:00

Omg sucker who virtually walked out on me. The feeling sucks.

Anyway i'm pretty much hyped up about Sojourn. Was. Mmm i'm gonna emcee + dance Ring ding dong!! Omg hehe sokoolsokool never done sthg like that ever. -RANDOM INSERT: SMARTASS i'd never have thought of it though you are still a sucker - Oyesh today band outing. Haha. Disclaimer: Gonna take me quite some time to upload photos, my aunt didn't pass my mum the cam cable. SAD. K anyhowz, i rushed to seoul garden from school after the two long meetings (oc + ocip) Kind of sad i didn't stay to eat more (i'm a pig nomnom) but i kind of felt bad for making them wait for me so off we went!! They wanted to go arcade so we went. In the end we pooled. Then arcade a bit. Consensus is that Xt only got 1st in daytona coz all our game machines faulty. Jh wanted to play the basketball thingo so we went to Iluma (frm M square) yupzz. I still can't believe we spent like i-dunno-how-long-but-it's-damn-long on the photo hunt game roflz. Even more cannot believe that we "lost to the reflection on a tangyuan" (quoted from Ching)

I cant rmb what other retarded stuff we did but i was damn drained by the end of the day. Home. Glad i don't have to go to school tmr. Probably rot at home doing proposals. My stomach is squirming i think i'm hungry ono. Ahhh i see trends in 'Day One's, just damn chor the whole day and end up keeping my thoughts off people/stuff. For the record, Day One REALLY REALLY crossed my mind today. I know where exactly even. When i crossing the road to take my bus home. I'm human. Only human. I forget stuff sometimes...

Anyway i kind of miss my osm classmatezz. NEED TO MEET UP WITH THEM SOON. I think for me, everything fun has to wait till DECEMBER. Omg it's like over one week only but it feels damn long. So much stuff crammed into a week. Ahhh ok need my sleep damn badly now. Cross my fingers and hope that nothing/nobody wakes me up tomorrow. I think if i were to be alone somewhere sleeping undisturbed, i'd probably sleep for like twenty hours. Crazy. Impt: If that someone wanted to talk to you, he/she would. Must must keep reminding myself. Ok i'm like rambling. I keep rambling. It means time to say my goodnights :)

Last last bit. Just for the record, i don't repeat post titles, that's all :)

You pigs

2010-11-22T00:16:00.003+08:00

My biggest accomplishment this year is packing my pig sty of a cupboard. I'm really damn proud of myself. Pats myself on the back. It's really neat now. I took a photo of it (my aunt lent me her cam) heheh.

Kind of sad we didn't go on a food outing today. I was really realllly looking forward to more good food (yes yes i'm a pig) but it's k!! Hmm today i took a look at some lvp jerseys. WANT. Deffo a want. Gonna try convince mummy to get as CNY clothes but it's kinda black and idk if she'd agree to that...

Anyhow. Long day today. Idk why i'm not tired yet. Maybe it just hasn't kicked in. Tmr is a long day again. Ahhhh two meetings + band outing. Hmph. Lvp won yesterday!! I miss gerrard :(

... turns out i've not been missed

Kitchen ninja

2010-11-19T19:45:00.003+08:00

Omo he's back!! Haven't heard anything from him though, maybe he's sleeping or sthg. I feel like sleeping too. So tired today. Band in the morning - Lunch - band meeting - home - jog - bathe. I wanted to slp but my hair was wet. Actually it's still wet. So slacking online...

Ahhh my bro is eating the yummy chicken wing i bought - i already had my share but it smells SOO GOOD. Ok now he has fried rice. I shall go steal some!! :)

Have a blister on my toe and a GOLDEN BEETLE IN MY ROOM (OMG SIHUI IT'S KARMA) sigh hmm looking forward to food outing on sunday haha! Bye for now! :)

Nom nom nom nom nom

2010-11-18T01:01:00.005+08:00

Feel so enthu posting everyday haha. Today woke up early because i was meeting the girlzzz at bugis and Wq stressed that those who are normally late should go earlier lololol. I SWEAR I GOT READY DAMN EARLY AND EVEN HAD TIME TO ON MY LAPPY. But then i think i dilly dally and in the end i reached justtttttt before the movie started. Phew haha. HAPPY POTTY. Quite nice leh. As expected i was asking Sh questions but since i'm so smart i figured some things out myself too. Ron and Hermione are so kute together!! Quite sad when dobby died though, but i didn't cry hehh. Aiya i normally can't rmb what i watched -___- so yea it was good i guess since i wasn't falling aslp haha.

After that i got cheated of my money at food court. 6.50 for fried rice+luncheon meat+egg+vege. HAI. Early know i go buy pepper lunch agn. I still told Sh i don't wanna spend money -___- After lunch we walk walk around bugis + iluma. They ate ice cream but i didn't coz of $$. We saw cai niao!! Then walk walk some more until tuition.

Omg i almost fell aslp during tuition. I only felt awake when doing questions haha! Ahhhh next sunday is the last lesson le. Sad. We r going on a food spree after that!! I want the wo ai taimei chicken!! Anw after lesson today me jans jasmine went to nom nom! Ahh when i talk about food every sentence ends with a ! hehe. First ate chicken and fries and milk tea from wo ai taimei. Then dessert at this long queue place. I like the chicken and the sesame thingy most :D and i saw this woman dressed very obscenely hmmmmmm. Overflowing. Funny day. Running across the road, doing everything slow mo so that we will zhun zhun take the 4 minutes train, bla bla bla i lazy type liao.

Janson is a failure. Fail 1: After i poke the straw into the drink. Janson: EH HURRY DRINK HURRY IT'S COMING OUT. Me: o____o?? FAIL. Fail 2: Janson referring to the Joo Koon train: EH TRAIN COME ALREADY!!! I stone. Jas: Eh wrong train la. FAIL. Fail 3: I FORGOT LOLOL I RMB THEN EDIT

Eh spent a lot of money today. I like janson's cammmm ahhhh wanttttt. Eh lazy type le kthxbai

So you can see what I can't say

2010-11-17T01:32:00.003+08:00

Ok figured that ranting is not going to help. Hmm today slept in until my parents keep shouting at me ahaha. Met sihui early for dinner! Pepperlunch yumyum. Tuition! Idk why i so sleepy the whole time even though i slept so much. I think my brain turns to sleepy mode when i am doing things i don't like. Hmm...

Quite surprised that each-a-cup was still open so i went to buy bubble tea. THEN THE BUBBLE TEA GUY IS WEIRD. Ok la maybe he's just friendly. Keep asking me questions lololol it's quite funny. Then i was in a today-i-shall-walk-home-instead-of-taking-the-bus mood so i walked. Normally i walk home when i feel emo/thoughtful but i can't rmb if i was thinking about anything in particular. Haha. Weirdddd.

Tomo!! is happy potty (i like typing his name like that) with sh wq chels. Umm i foresee myself flooding them with questions half the time but since i don't like to talk during shows i shall try to make sense out of the show myself. Hopefully. Then tuition again. Hope i absorb moreeeee

Day 2 is over! Blanket is back! :)

Day 1

2010-11-16T01:07:00.007+08:00

Wow day 1 is over. Guess when you are occupied, it really keeps your mind off things. Haha.

Welllllll. Band. I feel kind of ambivalent (i went to google a word for happy and sad at the same time keke) about removing POC and Sakura. I really really like my parts (most of it) and i practised for those two mostttt. But owell. As for sorcerer's apprentice i dun give a shit haha. Pray hard that we go to Sydney. I WANT. Please please please i promise to be less lazy eat less work harder study more play less but i want to go sydney!! Then at the same time i need to worry about my results next year. But since i am Dilys, i shall not give a shit about the future. Sthg about the meeting i felt was damn cock but nvm! YAY band outing! YAY Sojourn 3! I love it when we just have band meeting and no prac. Life is good :)

After that went SC room to help IA pack up + HC meeting! HC's XMAS PARTY IS GONNN BE A BLAST. Zi high on my own *GRINS* omg i came home and slept for damn long (according to my mum but i don't remember sleeping for that long...) Tmr must practise for exam hope i passssss + slack at home. Tuition at night. Sh never buy me present and she gets to watch soccer there. SIGH life is tuff

Ehhh i am still without a blanket :(

/EDIT/

I was bored and surfing tumblr when i saw this: SHINEE QUIZ. Lemme do it right away and see who i'm most like :)

Onew

You like to eat fried chicken. (I like to eat everything)
You’re very clumsy. (Quite)
You hit your head on things alot. (IDK)
You try to be funny or witty but people almost never laugh. (All the time :/)
You have a very bright smile. (I guess)
You don’t like getting too close to kids or animals.
You are a leader.
You don’t seem like something that you really are. (I don't really get this... but ok)
You don’t like your name.
You are somehow like tofu. (HAHA)

Total: 6

Jonghyun

You’re very frank.
You want attention from someone but you never really get it.
You know how to celebrate by yourself. (unless this means zi high)
You can sing very well.
You’re short.
You seem like a leader type, but you aren’t. (izit referring to you aren't THE leader or you aren't the leader type :/)
A close friend who is younger than you is taller than you.
You like pulling pranks.
You’re very… guy.
You can wake up early.

Total: 5

Key

You are so much like a mom.
You nag; A lot.
You have many different talents.
You hate to lose.
You don’t like your old, baby pictures.
You’re afraid of heights.
You’re a blunt person.
You are good at cooking and household activities.
You can DANCE.
You’re a sort of tsundere.

Total: 0 (LOL this is funny)

Minho

You’re very sporty.
You’re very competitive.
You’re tall.
Some people think you can’t do anything, but you can. (nah i can't do anythg)
You’re great with kids.
You will do anything for the person you love.
You don’t like talking too much.
You’re generally quiet.
You like soccer.
You’re charming/charismatic.

Total: 6

Taemin

You are the youngest of your siblings or group of friends.
You like ice cream.
You’re very innocent.
You’re child-like.
You are pretty shy.
You are/were bullied somehow.
You use your cuteness to get what you want. (LOL nola idk i just wanna be taemin)
You are a big fan of Michael Jackson.
You absolutely hate bugs.
You aren’t very good at cooking.

Total: 5

So i'm most like Onew and Minho, followed by Taemin and Jonghyun. Not Key at all. K bai i continue finding Taemin photos :)

One in a million

2010-11-14T22:33:00.005+08:00

I guess when you want something, you'll go all out to have it, and once you have it, it'll mean significantly less to you. If something better comes your way, you'll neglect what you have. Novelty. How it makes things so complicated.

But sometimes we fail to see that everything new becomes old one day.

Then again, maybe i'm just being oversensitive and overly attached. People change and sometimes they just don't need you that much anymore, even though you've grown used to talking to them. Nothing but fleeting emotions, i gather.

I don't mean to be random, but the springs from my bed are hurting me in my sleep. And sleeping without a blanket makes me shiver even though it's just the fan. Miss my blanket but i guess it's just gonna be another cold November night...

Born alone, die alone

2010-11-13T18:59:00.002+08:00

I'm here coz miso bored. ARGH.

Let's see. OP waz ok. Thurs was a loooooonnnnnnggggg day. Mummy woke me up early even though it was a nice cold rainy day - perfect for sleeping T___T so my family went to orchard for fun. Well i don't go there often (or even at all) soooo it was ok. But didn't really buy anythg. My bro and dad did. Yeshhhh then met ter at bugis coz i had to go tuition after that. Just eat like usual haha. Mmmm bla bla then tuition. I was first to reach, so guai :)

Yesterday went back school for filing. Damn stupid i overslpt and reached school at 11. Then filing ended at like before 12 -___- but anw after that wanted to vb but nobody playing until very later and i only got to play awhile. After that was buffet at seoul garden with cousins! Actually only jon jy and my bro. Haha. So-so. I hate buffets. Kind of. Went jon's house to slack and i just fell aslp. For like damn long. Such a pig. Eat and sleep. Today just stayed at home the entire day. SO SIAN. Maybe should do sthg fun tmr. We'll see.

Omg i'm starving. Idk why my head kind of hurts. Food time bye! :)

Just too easily attached

2010-11-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

"The best way to let go of something is to be without it for a while. And you'll realize, though you badly miss it, you don't really need it. You'll definitely forget about it."

Forget about it... hard luck.

Happy potty challenge

2010-11-08T22:30:00.004+08:00

This is weiqi's 30 day happy potty challenge. I shall try do it in 30 minutes instead. Ps i don't follow hp so i probably don't know a lot of stuff...

Oh! Si Hui wants to do the happy potty challenge too so i shall write her answers here as she doesn't know where to write hers bwahahahahaha!! :)

Day 1: Your fave book
D: I didn't read any. Solly :(
SH: Harry potter and the half-blood prince

Day 2: Your fave movie
D: So far, out of those that i watched, i like goblet of fire most.
SH: First movie

Day 3: If you can drink the polyjuice potion, who would you choose to become?
D: Voldermort. For fun hehe.
SH: Dumbledore ehehe (she typed that :))

Day 4: Least fave female character.
D: Umm i think that pink lady from the 5th movie yesterday. I forgot her name LOL.
SH: Erm i don't like bellatrix lestrange

Day 5: What would you want your wand to be made of? (wood + core)
D: I typed food at first. Then i decided to google wand types. Hmm. Phoenix feather?? Or dragon heartstring?? Idk really... maybe shld just stick to food :/
SH: I don't really give a damn

Day 6: What house would you want to be in?
D: Gryffindor i guess. Although i don't even know how to spell it (had to google -__-)
SH: : I wanna be in gryfindor dunno how to spell -.-
I rofl-ed when i saw her answer :p

Day 7: What would you see in the mirror of erised?
D: Idk -__- maybe a plane coz i wanna travel nao
SH: I would see nothing
Si hui says write sex -__- coz i said maybe i want babies -__-

Side note: I want to totally post our conversation here instead hehehe

Day 8: What do you think would be your fave lesson?
D: If got recess... or if got quidditch lessons...
SH: I think i would like defense against the dark arts

Day 9: Least fave movie.
D and SH: 5th (although D not so sure haha)

Day 10: What's your preferred mode of transport? Thestrals, brooms, vanishing cabinets, floo network, flying cars or apparation?
D: Brooms
SH: Apparation

Day 11: What character would you say you are most similar to?
D: Ron. Idk most of the characters -__-
SH: Ron weasly

Day 12: Least fave male character.
D: Filch... maybe
SH: Voldermort

Day 13: Fave scene in the book/film
D: IDK :/
SH: I like when snape killed dumbledore

Day 14: After drinking felix felicis (with the effects lasting for an entire day), what would you do?
D: BUY 4D. Then go take my yamaha exam. Then go win my cammy. And my phone. Wahji i really want this nao.
SH: USE MY COMP LATE AT NIGHT IN MY OWN ROOM. My comp will be fast, plus no beetles :D

Day 15: Who would be your best friends at hogwarts. (three only)
D: I can only think of those three -__-
SH: Luna, fred and george weasly

Day 16: Fave professor
D: Idk anybody :/
SH: Flitwick

Day 17: If you were to play quidditch, which position would you wana play?
D: Seeker!
SH: Chaser

Day 18: Least fave book
SH: First book

Day 19: Do you prefer the books or films?
SH: Books

Day 20: If you get to meet one member of the cast, who would it be?
D: Emma watson
SH: Tom felton

Day 21: Out of all the characters that died, if you could bring one back, who would it be?
D: Idk who died :/
SH: None

Day 22: Fave male character.
D: RON
SH: Draco malfoy

Day 23: Any part of the books/movies that made you cry?
D and SH: None

Day 24: Any particular scene you wished would have been put in the movie but it wasn’t?
SH: Quidditch scenes
D agrees since she hasn't read any...

Day 25: Nineteen years later. Are you happy how it turned out, or do you wish something was different?
SH: I rather draco malfoy not be balding

Day 26: Fave spell
D: Lumos (looks cool)
SH: Accio

Day 27: Would you rather own The Invisibility Cloak, The Resurrection Stone or The Elder Wand?
D and SH: Invisibility cloak

Day 28: Fave lines in the book/film
D: Idk i went to google quotes. I like "Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light." and "Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it." Both by dumbledore~
SH: "Harry, i've left a letter telling your aunt and uncle no to worry -"
"They won't," said Harry.
"- that you are safe -"
"That'll just depress them."
"- and you'll see them next summer."
"Do I have to?"

Day 29: Fave female character.
D: HERMIONE
SH: Mcgonagall

Day 30: If you get to meet any one of the characters, who would it be?
D: Dumbledore
SH: Hermoine

Oh yay we are finally done!! It was getting boring hehe. BAI.

Does he sing to all your favourite songs

2010-11-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

I wanted to do the 30 day tumblr challenge but i felt weird typing a letter to my computer so i decided not to. Well...

It's been one week since i last posted. Umm. I cant remember what happened this week haha. Gosh. Omg it's that awkward feeling with my blog agn -__-

Ok today after yamaha went to jade's house to watch harry potter! With like i think 6 others. My phone died the day before (died as in not flat but spoilt - just to clear that up) so i was kind of nervous travelling alllll by myself without even a watch to tell me if i'm late haha. But turns out, i was early! Reached even before jade got home haha. I almost got a fright because i thought they all suddenly disappeared from jade's house.

Harry potter. So far my favourite is goblet of fire... i think. Mm almost near the end me and sihui left for tuition. I like william haha! He says we can bring the whole macs there yayz. Sihui says i look scared when i talk to teachers, like they wanna scold me, no wonder he was like all "don't worry i won't scold you". Anyway i hope my chem will improve. I still quite blur during tuition... like i don't get a lot of stuff :/

Sigh i'm supposed to be watching liverpool and chelsea now but my connection is too slow for any streams dammit. On another note i hope my account didn't get hacked.

Ok. Yesterday. Voyage de la vie. Haha. I likey. The justin-bieber-look-alike (or not) looks cute haha. But he's quite scary like jelly jelly one. I like the swinging and bouncing people most. Feel sad for the person who missed the rope ahhhh i'd want to have see her fly haha. Anyway it doesn't sound good in words, have to watch to know how cool it was. I wanna go again!! Rws quite nice too. I wanna go universal studios!! It was late so we just walked around, did stupid stuff like run through the fountain, take photos, pose with the m&ms... luvv my friends!! :)

I wanted to rant but nvm haha. I can't really rmb what else happened this week. There was the flatcap hunt with sihui (which failed T__T) but we bought notebooks instead, supposedly to motivate us to study for chem (according to me) Haha i wonder if i try hard enough, i can finally be independent of you. Then i wouldn't feel so horrible inside all the time. :)

'The reason why people give up so fast is because they tend to look at how far they still have to go, instead of how far they have gotten" EXACTLY. Thx whoever who wrote this quote. It was exactly how i was feeling - the giving up part - so i feel a lot better now.

Although i still feel like giving up half the time. Ha.

B.O.R.E.D

2010-10-31T01:36:00.003+08:00

Didn't want to post so often but i'm really bored. So i shall.

Last night me and sh planning outing! To like maybe ECP for picnic + soccer + bike + etc. But in the end we called it off because we couldn't get enuf kakis. SAD FACE. Then i was so sian i went to sleep. But... thankfully we didn't go out anyway. I had super super duper bad cramps (as always -__-) and i like went pale and felt faint. Supposed to go see doctor but clinic close. Hope it doesn't clash with Vietnam trip!! :(

Well tomorrow i'm quite free after yamaha. Maybe head over to jonye's? Haven't been there in awhile. Feel like i'm drifting from cousinsssss. Plus i miss zinon wonder when my aunt can bring him over to play with us.

Hmm well quite slack lately. Spent most of today sleeping because the pain was so bad. But i'm still gonna sleep like around now because i'm just BORED. Ugh. Bored is like an understatement, even.

Ok wheeeee hope tmr no more pain! And lots of fun! :)

How do you get up from an all time low

2010-10-29T21:46:00.002+08:00

I m bored shizzz. Period.

The bait leads to a hook, you dummy

2010-10-28T23:20:00.004+08:00

Sigh

Sometimes i wonder if everyone is out to make use of others. Maybe i am too. I wish i could just retreat into some ulu pandan forest and live in there. Far far away from everyone. By myself for all i care. I rather be alone then be lonely even though i'm surrounded by so many people. I wonder who really bothers. I hate it when people ask me to do things just because they don't want to do it. And. Stop being biased. Oyea nobody said the world is fair anw. Screw me.

It probably isn't the world. I bet it's me.

I miss you but I won't say so

2010-10-27T21:37:00.005+08:00

Crabsticks.

Ooh i realized i forgot to post abt the day we went to Playnation! Super fun! I want to go there again... to play raving rabbids and band hero! I realized i haven't been blogging about stuff regularly and i can't remember anymore. So i'll just post what i rmb kay :)

Today! Go!SH in the morning. SC booth's balloons so niceee. Lunched at macs. SH got the instant win 1-for-1 on the Sg flyer and she gave it to me!! Yayz. Mind cafe with Si Hui (she insists that it cannot be spelt Sihui) and Sean. Super funny. Sean is damn epic. I like the five fruits game and tiki topple and hand game and finding picture game! So fun! Gift trap is overratedddd i'm bored of it already. Haii but spent so much $$ :(

Pw is so fun! I like OP velly much besides q&a. Our song is so cute i like it velly much too. Recording it was sooo tuff coz i kept laughing. Epic part when we suddenly use old man voice when not supposed to! The only thing bugging me is that i have to act as an old man AND an old woman. Wth right? Haha. But no worries i think it'll be fun. Third trial trial + filming tomo!

My internet speed damn slow i'm d/ling windows live msger 2009 (coz i d/led the 2011 one and i hate it) but it's taking so long!! Playing Harvest moon now, supposedly, but i dunno how to get chickens for my farm rofl. My farm's name is Sunny Farm and my dog's is nom nom hahaha. On another note, need to save $$ badly. So many many wants!!

Umm umm what else... oh this week keep going to school. Very tired again. That day my eye was epic swollen. Lack of sleep maybe. My mum keeps scolding me coz she couldn't wake me up. Yup. Tomo need go school again for pw + ocip meeting + homa sc dinner. Actually i'm damn tired and i don't wanna go for any. Hai.

Ok i wish all this will be over soon so that i can finally go out and enjoy myself. Bai.

Ps. Oh, and for future laughs, i peed on my bed the other day. I'm hoping that i don't pee again today coz i drank a lot at mind cafe just now :(

A haiku a day... does nothing really

2010-10-22T23:54:00.004+08:00

O-hai-yo! (is this even 'hello' in any language or izit just the us state hmm...)

I'm bored. This post shall be a series of haikus... that will keep me entertained!!

Sigh nothing to do / parents don't let me go out / guess i am grounded
hope just for today / well should i watch avatar / i nothing to do
one piece looks good too / can someone ask me out please / screw pw
should i get a job / but my results not good leh / might as well study
exams over liao / then i study like so sian / in a dilemma
haha not really / obviously i won't study / anyone counting?
the 5-7-5 / i got follow closely k / i am so pro manzzz
where is lim si hui / i want to talk to her nao / actually no la
i am talking cock / shall find other stuff to do / bye bye everyone!

BAI-KU :)

You're still my favourite person

2010-10-17T01:42:00.004+08:00

I just reached home awhile ago.

Slack day, today. Finally not doing any more SC/PW stuff. Woke up at 4+ in the afternoon, probably because i was so drained over the past few days. My family had dinner with Ivan's fam at hougang nom nom - and then we headed over to mt faber safra. Bowled two games. Not bad!! I hit 100 for one hehe. After that, pool + k at kbox. Quite nice leh that place. Only that it's damn far. On the way home got roadblock lucky they didn't stop my dad for drinking heh. Honestly don't feel like going tmr morning but i already set my alarm so i shall. Hope i won't get scolded during yamaha again.

Skyping with SH and WQ the other day. Fun!! I wanna do that again soon! And mind cafe last Fri with the same two plus YH. I like the mousetrap game! Hope very much that lvp wins the derby tmr!

Dunno what to talk about liao. I foresee more tiring days ahead. So i'm gonna sleep after tumbling bye! :)

Time passes and people change

2010-10-14T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hi you (if you read this)

Haven't talked to you in quite some time. Usually i'd be all depressed about it, counting the number of days since we last talked. This time round it was just indifference. Hope everything will turn around soon.

Anw finally settled the mugs!! What a relief. But somehow i don't think it's time for a break yet. Need to postpone Wild wild wet plan too. Probably have to push back to next week or even after pw. Feels like there's so much more work to do now than during promos even. Really draining the shit out of me.

Ok damn tired gonna sleep baibai world

10.10.10

2010-10-10T02:11:00.003+08:00

The date reminds me of the ten-ten-ten-ten wedding march joke. Ok nvm.

I'm so bored. I ran out of sad quotes to quote how empty i feel but i guess its ok. Figured i should post this cute stuff since i haven't posted pictures in aaaaaggggggeeeeeeeeeesssssss and i'm sure i'll smile when i see this next time i look back at my old posts. Haha.

Thank you. For even trying.

Ok nthg to say. Just posting coz i waz bored. Nighty.

Looking for Alaska

2010-10-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hi hi

It's almost 9 but i'm real real tired so i'm gonna sleep after this. I can't remember what happened this week. Kind of disoriented now. Main thing is results. Parents don't seem very pleased. But not like i can do anything about that anw so yup. Hmm. Talk about today. Played soccer with classmates. I own goaled hehe. But is those kind of cool own goal. Very hard to do de... need skillz. Rofl joking. Ummm i'm feeling awkward with my own blog o gosh. After that i lunched and had meeting. Then went cls to sleep. When i woke up weiqi and sihui were drawing 5c31 people on the board. I am the pig. I drew jiadong... quite handsome coz i draw one. Why i sleep so much ah?? Haha ok no more cock to talk.

Bi

In line with my thoughts

2010-10-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog about something but i think this does the trick:

"Have you ever heard something you really didn't want to hear, then your heart just drops and you get a huge knot in your throat because it feels like you're about to burst out crying."

Had house comm meeting today. Falling aslp coz i was dead tired from 5c31 chalet but i'm gonna watch my drama so i'm more awake nao :)

That's about it. Baby niece's bday lunch + ocip meeting tmr. Church + yamaha + maybe sc outing + dinner with jon's on sunday. So busy!! But i feel like i havent taken a break from post exams :(

Oki byebye!

They say the one who loves more is at the losing end

2010-09-27T23:21:00.005+08:00

Lol sigh. Dunno why i'm in a emo mood before chem. Spamming kiss the rain while studying for short spans for 15-20 mins before watching ten pathetic minutes of drama. Sometimes i just wonder if some people were created to be alone. Coz sometimes i just want to be by myself. Then you won't have to deal with awkward silences, wreck your brains to start a convo, care so much about others... just you and the world. I like that. Maybe that's why i always thought of migrating when i get older - just to get away from everyone.

On another note, i'm crossing my fingers hoping that chem would be as do-able as math. Although i have a bad feeling that it'd be otherwise

Kthxbai

Ps. It's not that i don't want to help - i can't even help myself. It's like trying to save someone from drowning when you don't know how to swim. Sigh.

Time is relative

2010-09-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh a gruelling 30 minutes more before i can reaaaally stop being bored. Thank god i remembered about isketch with 31. I almost resorted to sleeping because i have nothing to do at all. How agonizing.

Umm. Zinon was adorable, as usual. My wallpaper is of him now. Mon-wed was study study study. TUFF. Just had econs. Boring shit. So hard i just writing nonsense. No fun at all. Yup that's it. Studying with cousins tmr.

Effectively 10 more mins to isketch but sihui not coming online and i predict very little players. SIGH. I want to go eat something and sleep :/

BORED.

I want to eat my cake

2010-09-18T13:24:00.004+08:00

Halo. Went on my lappy to do eom but i realized miss lim didn't send me anythg sooo i guess i'll post and then slack awhile before going to study with cousins.

Wowow i slept at 8+ the night after GP paper. Told you i was tired. I wonder why there's the saying that goes "you can never have your cake and eat it" I mean like, whats the point of having yummy cake it you can't frikin eat it?? It doesn't make any sense. To me at least. Hmm...

Meeting Zinon + ManU match on Sunday. Must. Study. Oya I luv Ngog now. He's kinda cute. We won 4-1!! Ok now time for quotessssss:

"Saying sorry doesn’t mean you’re wrong. Sometimes, it means that you’re just tired explaining yourself."
Isabelle Dagmang

“Love means never having to say you’re sorry.”
Love Story(1980)

"And you know the thing is, if you have to stop and ask yourself 'is it really worth it?' it probably isn't."

... exactly :(

I'm tired

2010-09-16T00:18:00.004+08:00

Hi world

I'm tired. My lips are dry, my throat is blocked, my eyes are fighting to stay open. Only my fingers move. I'm tired. I know I need to study but I'm tired. I'm tired but I'm not sleeping yet. I'm not sleeping because I need to continue doing things that tire me.

Bye world

If I say you're the one would you believe me

2010-09-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hello gonna blog about today!! Eventful day~

First is some random northlight niaozei who was kind of acting weird at paya mrt station when i waiting for train. He like stood very close to me then when i walked away he followed me. So i changed to another train door and he followed me there!! When i boarded the train he lost me and walked inner when i was right infront of him rofl and i was like ADRENALINE RUSH. Damn scary. I was kind of hoping some nice dunmanian would help me. Then when the train reached dakota he came back to my carriage and i was like wtf nuuuuuu but luckily he alighted :) :)

Poor sihui met a stalker too rofl. Hers more jialat. She srsly gave me a fright because i call her then she never answer then i tht sthg happened to her -___- until i called her house. Nvm shall not talk abt it if not later she think abt it again :)

Sidenote: I dislike copydogs and ppl who pretend that they're into something just to impress others when they are obviously not. IKR.

I wasn't looking fwd to PE but today's was so fun!! Hall unavailable so we played netball with 5c44. We kind of trashed in most games - lost one. Super fun!! I likey. Rest of the day sucked. School is boring. Oh i kind of understand alkenes (and related topix) better after my little chem lesson yesterday yay :)

After school me and sihui studied at Kallang macs. Got cute boy!! He was like randomly shouting "HELLO" then i chen ji wave to him and he was like ~shy~ but after that he ttly opened up and starting talking to me. Like he said What are you doing? I was like Studying. Then he kept asking me What are you doing? even though i replied him -_____- haha and he kept wanting to climb over the table thingy to get to where we were sitting haha!! When he was leaving he came over and peeked at Sihui's GC as though it was a cool gameboy-looking-piece-of-badass-console and i said bye (although he daoed me)

Besides cute boy got cute GUY also!! Becoz got this random girl ask me to get a guy who was walking outside Macs in because he didn't see her and she was on crutches. So i ran out and he's sokute!!! Haha hua chi-ing. The sad part is knowing you won't see the same cute guy again. Yeah and that's it.

Last epic part of my day is i almost went into the male toilet. Rofl i was kind of blur and i opened the door and i was like wtf why the ladies got urinals?? So i kind of knew what i got myself into and i peeked at the sign on the door. Man picture. So i pretended that nthg happened (since there was nobody arnd/in the gents) and quickly went into the ladies. Epic. I didn't expect myself to do such a thing at 17 -______-

Ok that's my Tuesday!! :)

Just had to add: post title is a line from my current fave song!! :)

Unending love, amazing grace

2010-09-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

Oops. Been neglecting my blogger for tumblr. Likey tumblr :)

The last time i wanted to post was the day i went out with ter so i'mma continue from there. It was sunday, btw. Church + yamaha + date. I saw a cute kid!! He smiled at me heheh super cute eyez and nice smile. Anywayz. We went to suntec. I can't really recall much now. I only rmb us hanging out at the sky garden place and pigging arnd (koping free food) - which is only possible when i'm out with him n___n

Yup yup. Mon and tues was school + studying. Today i went out shopping with my family! Picked bro up from school then we headed to tamp. Dim sum lunch! Love xiaolongbao + eggtart + noodles!! Nom nom~ my bro spent over $100 on his clothes. Gosh. Stupid. Then i didn't even get anythg. Miso sad :(

Studied with cousins at tmart. Quite frustrated because i didn't really know how to do my physics/math. Dinner with pigpig. Home!!

Ugh my nose is runny. Gonna study hard tomorrow. Byebye :)

Complexity of choice

2010-08-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hi hi :)

Well so many things going on right now and all i'm gonna do is BLOG about them. Haha crap. Well i want to watch The leap years (since like long ago when it was showing at theatres) and at the same time i wanna watch Liverpool thrash (hopefully) west brom (ps Meireles is lookin' good heheh) BUT all i can do is study because i have to. Two tests tomorrow!! :(

Anyway. Last week i saw fireworks when i left school... so pretty!! Trying to remember what happened in school. There was teresa weiqi sihui and i playing soccer in the morning, my epic wallet throw which was supposed to head into my bag but missed (by a lot), playing ball after school on fri with sihui the dickhead, making sihui's present with weiqi, going to eastpoint with hg etc etc.

Ok my stream just came on. Decided to watch a bit because torres just scored!! Luv him. K bye!

Happy just wasting time away

2010-08-28T22:38:00.001+08:00

I miss holding your hand. I miss waking up to your texts. I miss kissing you. I miss laying with my head on your chest. I miss our long goodbyes. I miss laughing with you. I miss hearing your voice on the phone late at night. I miss the way you kiss my forehead. I miss the way you try to say romantic things, but they turn out dorky. I miss keeping 'us' a secret from everyone else. I miss the friday nights we spent together. I miss my best friend.

This place is turning into my mini tumblr @_@