hmmmmm turns out that effort =/= outcome. Shall refrain from bringing in OB concepts (studying OB toady you see) So much for appreciation. Every choice I make is a wrong choice and you are always right. Okay.

I'm quite stupid sometimes. Typically: Waiting for it to happen. Thinking how it will happen (always goes well). It happens (always goes wrong). Life is a bummer. Probably my fault.

Anyway, have no plans for the holiday (sigh) there is only

1. Night cycling

2. Batam trip (CABLE SKIING!)

3. Cambodia

4. X'mas party

and also pretty excited for The Script's concert although it's still soooooo far away. "she's all laid up in bed with a broken heart~" yea and gonna be spending lots of $$ so after exams will probably get a holiday job. Dunno why everyone is not very interested in going overseas sigh

Writing is therapeutic even though I don't write well. Not feeling much better but exams are coming and this is not the right time i should try to focus and continue studying yesssss